love u!!

today really dunno wat happen 2 mii..
in class do work..
half way my head was lyin on table..
n i was cryin..
i cry is bec of somethin' n really miss him..
when break time..
mii mummy n my frenz go study corner do work..
after i do finsh..
i dunno y..
i draw his name n on e same paper..
i write somethin'
i write "I HATE HIM"..
mummy jiu write back on e same paper..
she say dun bluff urself le..
y i really wan hate him..
but jiu shi hate bu xia qu..
e more i hate him..
e more i love him..
den juz now online chat wif him..
he told mii tat..
he n his gf break le..
i shall b happy but i not..
cuz nt wrong he already gt e galz he love le..
y i say tat..
cuz he ask mii..
y i reject ppl wat e reason..
i tel him i gt e person i like le..
i think he noe who i refer 2..
but he juz act blur n ask mii lotz of question..
ask mii y i like tat boii..
he gt so gd meh..
y i love him till so deep all this..
i reply him no matter wat my feelin 4 him won't change..
he ask mii..
wat if e person i like..
already gt e galz he like le..
how will i feel??
i say i will bless them last long..

but i still won't gif up as my feelin 4 him won't change..
but when he tel mii all this..
my heart hurtz..
but wat 2 do..
who cal mii like him so deep..
willin 2 hurtz myself..
boii..
really hope tat u will gif mii chance..
n nt hurtz mii..
everytime u gg offline..
u alwayz say..
"love u lotz..muackz"
"miss u lotz..muackz"
i really hope tat real de..
will it come true??
hope it will..
*juz wanna u noe..
somewhere down deep in my heart..
there's a scar..
no matter how it won't recover or disappear de..
n it will remain deep in my heart 4eva!!
anw if u gt e galz u like..
go 4 it..
i will b ur angel..
keep bless u n her last long..
won't let u gt any hurtz de!!