Jaslyn: July 2007

Monday, July 30, 2007

i not askin' much..but juz wan u 2 noe!!

i really dunno am i doing e rite thing??

only noe tat i was happy 2 let him noe..

tat i still like him..

although i noe e outcome..

n oso got xin li prepare..

wat he will reply mii..

but dunno y..

once saw e msg he reply..

my heart was like..

gif a knife poke through..

n e blood keep flowin' non stop..

it's really pain really hurtz..

is like i can't control my tears..

now not only my blood is flowin' non stop..

my tears oso flowin' non stop..

all bec of u..

i nv ask 4 anythin' much..

but juz wan u 2 noe tat..

i really love u alotz..

can even of u change lotz..

i noe u need time..

so i will gif u time..

but mii no matter wat still will waitin' 4 u..

u noe my heart really veri hurtz..

sometime even hurtz till it can't breathe..

can say everytime..

u no msg mii or no reply my msg..

i will worry abt u all this de..

sometime i even hide myself cry..

i say all this not wan u do anythin'..

juz an u 2 noe tat..

there's a galz bec of u..

do lotz of thing..

juz alwayz rmb n dun 4get..

no matter wat..

there's a galz who is willin' 2 wait 4 u..

n tat's mii..

Sunday, July 29, 2007

shall i or shall i not??

i really veri confuss veri fan lor..

shall i send anot??

if i nv send i noe tat

someday i will regret

n he will oso won't noe abt my feelin' 2ward him..

if i send..

i scare he will try 2 avoid mii..

how?how??

wat shall i do??

if really got e chance

i will treasure each moment tat we have spend..

but will i have e chance??

haiz:'(

really feel like tellin' him this..

no matter wat is e outcome

i willin' 2 wait 4 u..

but i oso hope u will gif urself a chance

n oso gif mii a chance..

i nv ask 4 much..

juz wanna let u noe i still like u..

hope u won't avoid mii..

juz rmb no matter wat..

there's a galz who still waitin' 4 u..

n tat's mii..

seem like all my fault..

y seem like everythin' my fault..

i try 2 help u all..

den in e end wat i get..

gif ur say i keep stick her all this..

is like ur nv find out e truth jiu put all e blame on mii..

do u think it fair..

is like i wanna stick 2 her like tat lor..

gif ur say i got say wat mah..

no lor..

i keep quiet gif ur say wat ur wan..

although i hurtz but i can say anythin ma..

as long as i c u guyz last long jiu can le..

some more mii n her noe each other..

so long liao..

got thing sure will find each other de wat..

some more she got thing ..

she can tel who..

pls la..

gif her time can..

dun stress her can..

let her slowly use 2 it all this..

i sure 1 day she will b e 1 u wan de..

only she need time..

so dun gif her so much stress k..

who dun wish 2 go out wif frenz

havin fun all this..

i noe ur won't think i extra or wat la..

but when i go out wif u guyz..

is like i feel i veri extra lor..

is like image all couple go out..

hold hand all this..

den only u 1 single no stead..

being ps all this..

how u will feel..

when will u guyz understand my feelin'..

if u all still think or still wan say..

i stick 2 her..

den i have nth 2 say..

n ur continue say la..

Friday, July 27, 2007

all e image i post really is wat i wanna tel u!!

i going mad again..all bec of U!!

i really going 2 mad again..

all bec of u!!

how am i going 2 do..

can u really tel mii..

i try not 2 contact u 2day..

n try 2 keep concentrate

on my skool work..

n not 2 thinkin' of u..

but u noe wat..

mii totally can't concentrate

on my skool work at all..

instead my mind keep thinkin' of u..

till cry..

i try 2 listen 2 my frenz..

not 2 put much feelin in2 it..

as in e end..

e 1 who got hurt de is mii..

but now den i realise tat..

i can't afford 2 lose u..

cuz u r e 1 n only boii boii tat..

understand how i feel..

n wat i thinkin'..

ni zhi dao ma..

wo duo mo xi wan..

wo ne yi zhi zai ni

sheng bian..

gen ni fen xiang..

yi qian bu guan shi

kuai le hai shi bei shan..

wo dou yuan yi..

pei zhe ni..

yi zhi dao yong yuan..

yin wei wo xian zai..

hai fa xian dao..

wo bu ne mei you ni..

gen bu ne shi qu ni..

yin wei ni shi wo de yi qia..

mei you ni wo zhen de bu dao..

kai zhe mo ban cai hao..

yin wei wo ai ni..

ai de tai sheng le..

hope really 1 day..

u will read this msg..

n will noe how much I LOVE U!!

n even willin' anythin' bec of u!!

can't afford 2 lose u!!

u noe u have appear in

my life my heart my mind

once again..

i really scare 2 lose u again..

i oso really scare 2 get hurtz again..

can u tel mii how i going 2 do??

i really veri confuss abt my feelin'

only noe tat

i really love u veri much..

my frenz ask mii

not 2 put so much

feelin' in2 it..

but i try not 2 put so much feelin'

but i still can't do it..

u tel mii wat shall i do..

e moment i close my eyes..

my mind all is thinkin abt u..

i really scare 2 lose u..

cuz i can't afford 2 lose u..

u noe i c u like tat i really

xin hen tong..

u noe..

i feelin like tellin' u e truth..

but i can't..

as it is not e rite time..

but 1 day u will noe it..

do u noe tat..

i really hope..

u r e 1 who alwayz..

b'side mii whenever i need u..

hope u r e person tat can

share happiness n sadness tgt

wif each other..

i hope wat i thinkin'..

wat i wan..

wat i wish 4..

all will come true!!

but most of all..

I LOVE U!!

MUACKZ!!

Friday, July 13, 2007

need or think properly..

haiz..

i really dun wan 2 do those hurtful thing 2 ppl..

i really dunno am i doin' e rite thing anot??

think tat i shall really think properly..

n do e rite think i feel..

but hope really got ppl understand y i like tat think..

got which ppl dun wish 2 b wif e person they like..

tgt last long all this..

mii oso wish so..

but as 4 now i dun wish 2 step in2 any relationship..

cuz i juz qin xin noe how think..

i dun wan 2 anyhow think again le...

wat shall i do??

now really veri confuse lor..