Jaslyn: November 2007

i back 2 blog again..

haiz..sad..

2day is e last day we saw zara le..

anw wan say smth 2 her..

zara thanx 4 teachin us..

we really learn lotz of things..

thanx..

we will miss u lotz de..

u r really a great teacher..

2day 6++ like tat meet mummy go amk..

den when we reach mummy n daddy keep walkin..

den i was b'hind them..

juz den i was think i m veri extra lor..

b e light..hahaz..

den we go MOS BURGER eat..

den mummy n daddy at there..

DA QIN MA QIAO..

i c le can't stand lor..

so er xin..hahaz..

den suddenly some1 msg mummy..

den daddy jealous lor..

hahaz:P

1st time i at e MOS BURGER there smell dao vinegar..

den i was thinkin..

MOS BURGER need tat ingredient 2 cook those food meh..

hahaz..

den all e way i was smellin e vinegar lor..

den we at bridge there gg 2 cc..

mii n daddy jiu at there say..

on 7 dec de midnitez 2++like tat..

we gg ton at airport..

so we can send mummy off..

den can oso c ppl cry..

hahaz:P

we veri bad hor:P

aiya..

mummy e most tat day we send u dun let u c us lor..

den u jiu won't cry..

but we will cry..hahaz..

IPB wif zara..we gg misses her lotz!!

ytd veri late home..

so 2day slp till 12+ den wake up..

once i wake up..

1st thing came 2 my mind is..

den mummy jiu msg mii ask mii thing..

den suddenly she say tat christmas chalet..

he will b gg n stayin..

den i wonder who is e he..

at 1st i thought is daddy..

but mummy say not him..

den i keep guessin all e guyz name i noe..

actually i gt think of HIM..

but i think is impossible de lor..

as u guyz dun really like him..

impossible will cal him go de..

but indeed e person mummy was sayin..

really HIM..

i was like..

hahaz impossible he will go or stayin de lor..

dun bluff mii la..

if he really go..

mii oso nth 2 talk 2 him..

n oso impossible msg him de..

as we more den 1mth++ nv msg le..

some more he gt e galz he like le..

den e more make mii surprise is..

suddenly my phone gt msg..

i thought is mummy or my others frenz..

but suprisin tat..

HE msg mii..

ask mii online chat..

as this is e 1st time he msg mii..

ask mii online n wanna chat wif him..

haiz..

y each time i chat wif him..

sometime he make mii really damn happy..

but mostly he say somethin tat i really dun wan 2 heard..

n even hurtz mii..

i really hate u..

but i oso really love u..

fun fun fun!!

ytd meet mummy daddy n dalicai around 7++..

den we go take bus 70 2 suntec..

on e way 2 suntec..

mii n dalicia was talkin n listen 2 our songs..

when we reach there..

we go buy kelvin de fav b'dae cake(peppermint)..

we have lotz of fun fun fun sia..

hahaz:)

anw at e same time i oso dunno y..

i will suddenly break down..

maybe is i listen 2 those songs they choose..

n it let mii recall smth ba..

anw galz..

thanx 4 accompany mii n console..

really veri pai seh lor..

around 4++..

mii dalicia och jiu take cab home..

on e way home..

a car stop b'side us..

when i turn i saw smth..

so i ask dalicia c..

den dunno y..

she use her phone n take e pic of e car..

but i noe y she go take la..

hahaz!!

although there smth happen on mii..

but ytd i really did enjoy it!!

lastly..

HAPPY 19TH BIRHTDAY 2 KELVIN!!

hope ur wish come true!!

b'dae boii*kelvin*

steven aaron kelvin yong hao*brothers 4ever*

naught kelvin dalicia Jaslyn

aaron yong hao kelvin steven naughty dalicia Jaslyn*bothers sisters n frenz 4ever!!*

Thursday, November 22, 2007

haiz..

this few days..

my com keep can't online chat..

really damn damn miss him lor..

keep wonderin wat he doin all this lor..

2day finally online talk 2 him again..

cuz 2day stay at mummy hse do project..

den oso online chat wif him..

as so long noi chat wif him..

abit not use 2 it..

anw i really damn sad..

my heart damn hurtz..

y??

can't he understand my feelin 2 him lei..

as he ownself noe tat i still like him..

still waitin him..

as no ppl can replace him..

y??

keep say gt ppl like mii all those lei..

i really hurtz..

boii u listen carefully..

no ppl can replace u frm my heart..

cuz i still love u!!

really hopin tat time u say de 3 words..

1 day will b real de..

not playin de..

Saturday, November 17, 2007

my 1st time!!

2day go drink..

n i reach home around 3++..

but i veri sad sia..

cuz 1st time drunk till like tat..

is like everytime drink i no drunk till like tat de..

dunno y..

i will run 2 toilet hide inside..

keep cry..

use my head keep knockin on e door..

keep callin his name..

my heart really hurtz..

when will miracle happen 2 mii lei..

this few days really not in rite mood..

haiz:'(

Monday, November 12, 2007

love u!!

today really dunno wat happen 2 mii..
in class do work..
half way my head was lyin on table..
n i was cryin..
i cry is bec of somethin' n really miss him..
when break time..
mii mummy n my frenz go study corner do work..
after i do finsh..
i dunno y..
i draw his name n on e same paper..
i write somethin'
i write "I HATE HIM"..
mummy jiu write back on e same paper..
she say dun bluff urself le..
y i really wan hate him..
but jiu shi hate bu xia qu..
e more i hate him..
e more i love him..
den juz now online chat wif him..
he told mii tat..
he n his gf break le..
i shall b happy but i not..
cuz nt wrong he already gt e galz he love le..
y i say tat..
cuz he ask mii..
y i reject ppl wat e reason..
i tel him i gt e person i like le..
i think he noe who i refer 2..
but he juz act blur n ask mii lotz of question..
ask mii y i like tat boii..
he gt so gd meh..
y i love him till so deep all this..
i reply him no matter wat my feelin 4 him won't change..
he ask mii..
wat if e person i like..
already gt e galz he like le..
how will i feel??
i say i will bless them last long..
but i still won't gif up as my feelin 4 him won't change..
but when he tel mii all this..
my heart hurtz..
but wat 2 do..
who cal mii like him so deep..
willin 2 hurtz myself..
boii..
really hope tat u will gif mii chance..
n nt hurtz mii..
everytime u gg offline..
u alwayz say..
"love u lotz..muackz"
"miss u lotz..muackz"
i really hope tat real de..
will it come true??
hope it will..
*juz wanna u noe..
somewhere down deep in my heart..
there's a scar..
no matter how it won't recover or disappear de..
n it will remain deep in my heart 4eva!!
anw if u gt e galz u like..
go 4 it..
i will b ur angel..
keep bless u n her last long..
won't let u gt any hurtz de!!

izzit all my fault??

ytd 3pm like tat meet mummy..

cuz gg pass her..

DADDY buy gif her de POOH BEAR..

n oso we gg down book chalet..

2 celebrate comin christmas..

but when we go down all kana full..

so we bo bian..

jiu book downtown east..

anw i dun like tat place lor..

no memories de..

i won't 4get those memories..

we at coast sand resort de..

hahaz:)

after tat we at white sand there eat our dinner..

den suddenly i talk abt "HIM" again..

although i say those thing my heart hurtz..

but wat i say is true..

so mummy no need 2 huai yi wat i say..

**i really hope everythin will b fine!!

if really all my fault..

wat i can say is..

i here say SORRY!!

Saturday, November 10, 2007

think have some mistaken ba!!

erm..

this few days keep blog those lyrics..

nv really write a blog..

now gg write blog le..

juz now go c galz de blog..

den read until some part..

i was think is she writin abt us..

juz wanna say..

galz if u really write abt mii..

juz say..

as i won't angry or blame u de la..

mii only juz wanna noe..

y u suddenly will write this tat all..

i think we have some mistaken ba..

how i hope we can like last time..

tgt go out talk abt our problem..

when can all this happen again lei..

haiz..

Saturday, November 3, 2007

in a dark sky i had been searchin 4 a "star"..

n now i had found 1 tat brighten up my life..

n tat u..

when e day i notice u..

i already told myself tat among all e stars..

u r e "star" tat i been lookin' 4..

without u my life won't b so happy..

n i will b veri lonely..

no matter how many million times i say

"i love u!!"

it won't b enough..

cuz i already love u till i can't even count!!

i promise i will cherish u..

n will b ur angel 2 protect u..

till e day i leave e world..

*i noe i m stupid 2 type all this..

but this is e way i can express out my feelin 4 u..

hope u happy alwayz..

love u<3

Friday, November 2, 2007

haiz..

2day after skool..

take bus home wif my ah ma(apple) n mummy..

den i listen songs..

dunno y suddenly..

in bus i drop my tears but nobody noe la..

i was think abt wat he tel mii..

n suddenly i decide gif up him..

my heart tat time damn pain..

but i noe in e end mii still can't gif up de..

as wat like a person few secs..

but 4get a person need few yrs..

anw when i tel mummy tat..

i gg gif him chance juz 4 1wks..

as i do this decision is bec..

i really wan him really gif up on mii..

but when i say this..

y nobody dun believe lei..

i admit last time i say this n do another thing..

this time wei le wan him gif up..

tat y i have 2 do this decision..

i dunno am i doing rite thing..

wat i noe is this is e only way..

let him si xin..

erm..

surprise tat u say e three words i keep waitin 4..

"i love u!!"

"wo ai ni!!"

anw dun play all this le la..

i noe we impossible de la..

although we nv tgt..

but as long as..

can c u happy mii jiu happy..

no matter wat juz let u noe..

if u take it as fun..

mii won't take it as fun de..

u shall noe e reason y ba..

*anw e person tat at my blog..

can stop all ur rubbish anot..

dun keep use my name or who ever name..

write thing..