i wanna say out but i can't!!

ytd go amk hub wif mummy..
while wait bus 22..
mii n her seem like quarrel but actually not la..
as she angry abt smth..
anw i here say sry 2 u guyz..
i noe i promise ur..
in e end empty promise..
all my fault..
so dun blame anyone..
but i empty promise oso gt my reason de..
i noe u will nt believe..
so i won't say much juz wanna say SORRY!!
after we shop finish..
we go eat our dinner..
den jiu go meet daddy at his hse..
as mummy gt thing pass him..
den around 11++ reach home..
dunno y..
i nt feelin well but yet i can't slp..
suddenly lotz of thing came 2 mii..
whole nitez was cryin:(
i really feel like telliin her..
but i dunno y i dun dare..
as i only can keep in my heart..
although i veri nan shou but i have no choice..
i really wanna say out wat i was thinkin'..
really wanna tel u all my thing..
but i dunno y i dun dare..
i really scare 2 lose a friendship like u..
is like ur attitude 2ward mii has change..
is like u abit of thing jiu started shout at mii all tat..
like i say or do wrong thing..
i really dunno wana how 2 say..
juz really scare will lose a frenz like u..
anw sometime nt i dun wanna go out wif u..
is juz tat i wan u n him enjoy e day..
without mii interupt ur..
but u seem understandin n mistaken mii..
anw i won't blame u de..
as wat many ppl say..
once have stead..
stead alwayz e most important person den frenz..
u seem change lotz..
anw i oso admit i oso change lotz..
*btw if u dun wanna go out wif mii..
juz say out..
cuz e msg u send mii..
really let mii feel tat u seem dun wan mii go..*
i think i will drop this subject..
anw i realise smth..
n tat is..
i dunno y i will abit sad abt..
better dun say..
but no matter wat..
i really glad tat those guyz i like have e person they like..
i will bless them last long..