haiz..
last nitez didn't slp well..
lying on my bed..
fan lai fai qu forcin myself 2 slp..
but haiz still can't slp..
is like smth have bother mii..
now i really damn scare..
although i still like him still waitin 4 him..
but at e same time..
my feelin 4 him seem like no more le..
i really dun wan this 2 happen..
i really scare tat..
once i no more feelin 4 him..
once i gif up him..
someday i will regret..
haiz..i really dunno how..
is like i really set my mind i will wait him..
but is like at e same time my feelin 2 him faded..
no matter wat i think once i settle my mind my heart..
i won't change..
he e 1st n last boii i love!!