Jaslyn: July 2008

Thursday, July 31, 2008

sianx ar..

later gg 2 skool..

tomo gt presentation..

dunno how lor..

really damn stress..

feel like quit skool..

later go skool sure fight wif idiot de..

jiu ming ar!!

wo zhen de hen duo ya li lor..

fan ar!!!!!haiz..

anw wo hao xiang nian ta!!

i noe maybe now he no more feelin 4 mii le..

but i still will wait him!!

yin wei wo shi zhe de ai ta!!

i think i long time no blog le..

since now free den blog..

2days no go skool..

think gg 2 take warning letter le..

haiz go skool oso damn sianx..

anw ytd pei galz go korkor hse do hair..

den half way i go meet mummy n daddy..

den around 8 plus like tat..

i take cab go meet galz..

den we 2 at hse downstair talk..

anw ytd have a nice chat wif her..

anw only we 2 noe wat we talk abt..

btw dun 4get somewhere october..

u muz make urself free..

2 pei mii buy thing okay!!

anw 2 some of my frenz tat didn't really noe mii..

juz wanna say..

i am a emotional galz tat y..

i veri ez jiu cry de..

so hope ur can understand mii..

anw in my life..

i veri glad tat i have a group of frenz..

whenever go out wif them i really happy..

they r dalicia mummy qi xiong mei n more..

sry lazy 2 name out..

hope our friendship will last long!!

not only friendship..

i oso happy tat i met him..

n we had a beautiful memories!!

anw still gt 31more days 2 go~~

my biggest b'dae wish is..

blah blah n our friendship last long!!

Monday, July 28, 2008

back 2 blog!!

last nitez ah seng msg mii..

say they gt 2nd n get into taka..

anw congrat 2 u guyz!!

muz jiayou 4 ur taka okay!!

jiayou jiayou!!

sianx..dunno how 2 do e wish list..

do so many all kana reject..

haiz stupid..

anw now i really abit blah blah..

but i can't do anythin:"(

Sunday, July 27, 2008

ytd their perform was nice..

anw really need thanx galz..

pei mii down c them competition:)

anw ytd i quite happy..

not bec i saw him..

is bec i nv expect he is e 1st 2 reply mii..

when their turn perform..

he juz stand in front of mii..

when i watchin perform..

i notice smth..

but i can't say..

after tat jiu take cab home..

den mii n galz go meet my didi eat..

after finish we jiu sent galz home..

den on e way home..

dunno y i tel my didi tat..

i miss my ex!!

anw ytd e moment i saw u..

i miss e past when we tgt..

if really time can turn back..

i really wanna tel u..

how much i tresure this relationship..

how much i love u..

n how much i dun wanna lose u..

dun wanna break..

but all already 2 late le..

now wat i can do is..

juz wait..

hoping tat u still have feelin 4 mii..

say really not i dun wanna 4get u..

or dun wan find others..

is juz tat my heart only have feelin 4 u..

maybe tat time wat i had say..

i really meant it..

still left 4 more mths..

i will wait 4 u no matter wat!!

Saturday, July 26, 2008

2day is their competition..

all e best 4 ur 2day de competition!!

i believe ur can do it de!!

muz jiayou jiayou!!

haiz..of cuz i wanna c him la..

but juz tat..4get it!!

anw galz hope later u really can make it..

i noe u rushin final project..

mii oso..

but i nt alwayz ask u go out or wat..

juz this time pei mii go can!!

haiz..if cannot den nvm lor:'(

btw wanna say this 2 some1..

if u nv intend or dun wan go..

juz say ahead..

dun need ask this n tat..

n end up empty promise lor..

u noe veri wat mah..

stop gif ppl wmpty promise la..

i dun believe u really sick lor..

dun wan say le..

e more i say i more angry..

as a frenz of ur wanna tel u..

if u continue like tat..

keep empty promise or bluff ppl..

i can tel u no ppl really can trust u lor!!

Friday, July 25, 2008

haiz..sianx..

i only noe i this few days..

dunno y keep blah blah..

wth i blah blah wif arrrr..

everyime once i blah blah..

my heart really damn bu shu fu..

really feel like cryin..

but i noe i have no rite 2 blah blah or cry...

but juz dun get it y i have this type of feelin..

izzit bec i still love him ??

haiz 4get it..

anw tomo they havin competition..

all e best 2 ur!!

jiejie ah bao ah seng

n all e weijin ppl

muz jiayou wor!!

haiz i really confuse lor..

shall i go??

my heart really wanna go c them perform..

some more i already promise ah seng will go lor..

shall i go??

if he cal mii go..

i sure veri happy de..

but shi bu ke ren de shi hui fa sheng de..

Thursday, July 24, 2008

sianx lor..damn borin..

today actually dun wanna come skool de..

but haven finish my work..

2day abit nt in e rite mood..

this mornin b4 go skool..

sittin at sofa listen 2 songs..

waitin jiejie cal mii..

end up dunno y..

suddenly drop my tears..

n this time i cry damn badly..

i really miss him..haiz..

den juz now quarrel wif idiot..

pls lor..

u mind ur word lor..

when did we tgt take mc..

dun anyhow say lor..

some more u thought ppl wan sick de meh..

last wk she totally no come lor..

i gt come lor..

if we 2 really tgt dun wan come..

i last wk already whole wk take mc le lor..

wat 4 i come..

n pls lor..

nt every family veri rich de hor..

once sick jiu go c doctor take mc..

home gt medicine eat already veri gd le lor..

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

从前.. 我不曾懂过什么是痛
但现在我终于了解什么是痛了??
这种痛是无法形容和忍受的
"心"痛!!

Monday, July 21, 2008

aiya..

actually i didn't emo la..

juz not in e rite mood do work..

it's true tat 2day is 21july..

but so wat..

everything had already over le..

wat more can i do now??

juz only wait..

hoping he will gif mii a chance again!!

already pass 3mths le..

我仍然不能忘记他..

no matter we will tgt anot..

我会等他!!

anw i will cheer up de:)

if we have FATE 就会在一起的..

不能就做朋友..

但在我心中..

永远还是有他的存在..

没有人能取代他在我的心!!

haiz i gg mad le..

project project..

fan ar..

dun even noe how 2 do..

anw this few days..

thanx 4 pei mii msg..

thanx 4 understand my feelin..

naughty yvonne yap..

pls dun keep ps mii go skool can??

everything i do u take mark..

really do sai gang lei!!

sick still can go out wan ar..

i nt 3yr old kid ok..

i noe u so long le..

hai bu zhi dao ni mah..

jia jia sheng bing..

haiz..pls work lor..

stop eatin la..

bing kang hao dun eat much lor..

naughty yap de laogong..

pls u look after her la..

no go skool haiz..

2day is e day tat blah blah blah:"(

我从来不知道什么是痛??

什么是爱情??

不知道什么是珍惜??

至从和你在一起的一段时间..

直到我们分手..

我才知道什么是心痛..

什么是爱情..

也知道如何珍惜你爱的人!!

Saturday, July 19, 2008

ytd is my 2nd time..

walkin home frm skool wif apple..

we 2 all e way was chit chattin..

den she damn funny lor..

keep make mii laugh..

anw i won't 4get e day..

where i 1st time walk home wif jiejie..

i was all e way talkin abt..

a boii tat alwayz live in my heart..

sometime lookin at e blue blue sky..

it will appear many beautiful of my memories..

especially is his image..

anw finally present finish my thing le..

meanwhile no more stress..

but followin wks..

i have lotz of thing need 2 do..

stress lor..

plus i alone i really dunno how 2 cope wif it..

haiz..

ppl do in team i oso do in team..

ppl partner wif they dun like de ppl..

yet they at least can tgt do thing..

but mii haiz..

Thursday, July 17, 2008

haiz damn sianx..

no teacher in class..

mummy sick no come skool..

anw mummy hope u feelin better!!

n get well soon wor!!

anw tomo u gg take ur test rite..

muz jiayou wor!!

u sure will 1 time pass de!!

anw ytd havin abit of fever..

so intend go home early..

but e stupid teacher..

make mii damn fuckin angry lor..

pls lor..ppl really sick dun let ppl go home..

still wan mii stay till 5 den can go home..

i faint in skool u go explain gif my parent lor..

ytd watchin tv..

was surprise tat some1 msg mii..

so i reply him..

mii:how come so late still haven slp??

him:he say he can't slp

mii:y can't slp??

him:thinkin of u so can't slp..

so when i saw this msg..

i was shock..

anw i already have some1 in my mind le..

after finish msg wif him..

i on my another phone..

c whether gt any msg..

was surprise tat another him msg mii..

but i was thinkin he already have gf le..

how come will msg mii??

anw nt gg think much..

cuz in my mind i only love him!!

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

sianx lor..

need re-do as i can't open my file..

plus mummy no come..

more boring lor:"(

anw mummy muz rest well ok!!

ytd whole nitez was think abt..

wat mummy at library say..

i awake frm it le..

cuz i dun wan he avoid mii or scare of mii..

i wan him treat mii as frenz:)

but will he??

no matter will he treat mii as frenz..

2 mii..

i will treat him as frenz plus admire

anw if wo men you yuan jiu ne xiang jian!!

I BELIEVE FATE N MIRACLE!!

Monday, July 14, 2008

2day 3 like tat go home..

b4 go home..

go library eat wif mummy n apple..

den during half way..

mummy n apple was sayin mii..

so i keep quiet n listen 2 them..

so ur r nt talkin 2 soul ok:)

after finsh eatin..

we go J8 4 a walk..

den mummy say wanna buy clothes..

so we go DANO de shop c..

den she saw 1 dress it really nice lor..

so she bought it..

den mii n apple like 1 of e dress tat e model wearin..

den mummy jiu ask us go try lor..

but we 2 nv intend 2 buy it juz tryin..

after tryin we 2 den noe she bought it..

anw thanx 4 buyin e dress 4 us..

we noe we like tat return u money u won't accept..

so we intend transfer 2 ur acc!!

Sunday, July 13, 2008

i really can't believe..

this two days i can stay at home..

n nt gg out..

haiz izzit a gd thing or a bad thing 2 mii lei??

anw although this 2 days no go out..

but i been lock myself in room 4 this 2days..

keep cryin over him:"(

已经过去这么几个月..

我仍然不能忘记他!!

谁又能够理解我的感受??

每次谈到他..

我的心将充满着痛跟妒忌!!

我真的很害怕会失去他!!

虽然我们已分手了..

但我仍然还是喜欢着他!!

希望他能再次给我一次机会!!

如果我和他真的有缘分..

那么就让我们在一起!!

Saturday, July 12, 2008

sianx ar!!

sick till damn xin ku..

how i hope he at his time guan xin wo!!

haiz:'(

whole day alone at home..

family all go out left mii..

lock myself in room frm 12 till 6..

totally no eat..

in room lookin at his pic listen songs..

started 2 drop tears again:"(

i slowly started 2 believe..

mii n him have fate..

cuz each time i damn miss him..

i will definity make a wish n tat is..

if mii n him gt fate tgt again..

let us meet again!!

after make wish..

after a few days i will sure saw him..

plus ytd i saw him..

frm his eyes i can c n feel tat..

he still have feelin 4 mii..

maybe ur will say i think much..

he have no more feelin 2 mii..

tat y we break..

but wat i noe is tat..

i nv love a person till so deep b4!!

n he is e 1 i really wanna spent my life wif!!

if i dun love a person so deep..

i won't think of him..

till drop tears..

oso won't jealous le lor..

now i really need him..

i really miss him!!

waitin 4 e day u will gif mii chance again!!

anw still gt 14 more days..

they jiu go competition..

anw muz jiayou wor!!

ytd pei mummy go chinatown buy durain..

cuz she buy gif her LG eat..hahaz:)

so sweet sia!!

after tat we take 2 daddy hse..

den at daddy hse wait his bath finish..

cuz they gg down cc 4 trainin..

den when we reach cc..

they at there trainin..

mii n mummy jiu stand aside c them..

end up we 2 gif ants bite..

damn pain n itchy lor..

den we can't stand it..

we jiu sit at car wait 4 them..

den mii n mummy havin galz talk..

hahaz..

after they train finish around 11+ like tat..

mummy daddy mii n caiyun jiejie..

go blk 530 there eat tian ji..

den i reach home is around 12+ like tat if nt wrong..

den mii jiu can't slp..

den msg kor..

den he pei mii msg till i slp..

thanx kor..

anw thanx my god didi oso..

keep pei mii msg n support mii..thanx!!

Thursday, July 10, 2008

haiz..

now damn xin ku lor..

suddenly fall sick..

hope can faster recover!!

anw wanna say sry 2 mummy!!

sry tat didn't cal u..

ask u which topic u wanna do..

really sry!!

anw hope u can faster get ur license!!

jiayou wor!!

i really miss him wor..

really feel like msg wif him..

but i really dunno how 2 start msg him!!

in msn we can talk till happy..

but once we saw each other..

we really seem like stranger..

wo zhen de hen xin ku..

i juz dun get it wat i do wrong..

y he wanna break wif mii!!

till now wo hai shi fang bu xia ta..

tian ar..

jia ru wo zhen de gen ta you yuan fen..

na jiu ran wo men hui dao bi chi de sheng bian hao mah!!

still have 52days my b'dae comin!!

n tat's e day i hope miracle will happen..

n my b'dae wish will come true!!

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

haiz..now my throat suddenly damn pain..

anw now i gt abit disappointed..

cuz i dun wan end up alone do thing..

although i use 2 it le..

n keep quiet dun wan say anythin..

cuz i dun wan a small thing..

cause us quarrel..

say really de..

i oso have enough stress le..

y other ppl can tgt do work..

yet i alone lei??

nvm i think i can hand it!!

i really damn scare..

i noe u won't like him..

i noe u juz playin wif mii..

but who noe..

maybe he like u..

juz dun wan say out lei!!

i noe u will say i think much!!

but i nt scare u wif him or wat..

as i have no rite 2 stop him..

cuz we juz frenz..

i oso dunno y..

whenever u say u n him msg..

or he suddenly msg u..

i really jealous abt it..

my heart hurtz!!

i only can keep quiet can't say much!!

i really wanna him back..

will he really come back??

i scare he break promise!!

i really need an answer frm him!!

ytd skool was damn boring..

anw this time i really muz work hard le..

sad tat my GPA drop so much..

haiz..

anw so lucky tat mii n mummy same group..

but..

anw i won't anyhow think de la..

as i dun have e rite 2 anyhow think..

btw i oso dunno y..

i will ******* when i saw haiz..

i shall nt say so much..

shall keep it 2 myself..

although is damn nan shou but still have 2 keep it..

anw i really damn miss him..

i noe last time i didn't treasure.

wat i shall treasure..

tat y i will lose..

but now i really treasure him..

yet still lose him..

y it really nt fair..

my heart damn pain..

i juz wan a simple relationship tat can last wif him..

WILL HE TOUCH BY MY WAIT??

N COME BACK BY MY SIDE AGAIN??

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

ytd go watch movie wif mummy n jiejie..

startin we were playin n laughin inside e cinema..

when e show star..

i was damn scare!!

can say tat show is really damn damn scary..

at 1st i thought is ghost show..

but actually nt lor..

after movie we went eat..

den durin e journey..

mummy n jiejie was bz talkin 2 their LG..

hahaz so sweet lor..

how i wish i oso can talk 2 him..

but haiz..

dunno y really damn miss him..

keep wonder will i have a chance 2..

talk 2 him msg wif him n go out wif him??

is juz like day by day pass..

i really scare will lose him lor..

scare he really dun have feelin 4 him..

but i really wanna him noe tat..

i really love him..

hope he will gif mii a chance!!

Monday, July 7, 2008

haiz..

now in class damn sianx..

only8 ppl come skool lor..

den some go attachment..

lucky i didn't get in..hahahaz:)

but during this 1 mth plus..

i will miss hwee peng:'(

gg mad le lor..

everyday de timetable is juz like workin hrs

9-5..haiz!!

some more 8hrs c e same teacher de face..

freak lor!!

think later lunch time i gg home..

ytd after finish using com..

lying on my bed..

cryin again:'(

dunno y suddenly so miss him!!

last nitez have dream again!!

keep dreamin but will it really happen!!

dun think so ba..

it's juz a dream..

impossible will become real de!!

Sunday, July 6, 2008

haiz sianx lor..

tomo jiu start skool le!!

mii totally have no mood..

y i suddenly miss him again??

y i suddenly drop tears again??

thought i have gif up him le..

haiz:'(

last nitez saw 1 big n shinnin star!!

so i make a wish!!

i wish i have a un4getable b'dae wif my love one!!

will my wish come true??

this few days i keep missin him badly!!

keep dreamin of him!!

1st nitez at chalet..

mii n galz was havin galz talk..

i oso tel her..

i keep thought force myself gif up..

but i can't i really can't..

as mii n him although tgt nt long..

but durin tat 1 mth plus tgt..

my feelin have really fall 4 him veri deep..

maybe he nt e best guyz in e world..

but 2 mii he is e best dear le..

wo zhen de hao xiang ta!!

some more i oso dunno y..

he is e 1st guyz tat after break up..

when meet each other again..

i will have e feelin tat wanna..

walk toward him n hold him tightly!!

n even can't bear 2 leave him lor!!

say really de..

day by day pass..

n my b'dae oso comin soon le..

i really scare b'dae wish can't fulfill..

i juz wan a un4getable fun b'dae wif them n HIM!!

i dun present or anythin..

juz a msg say happy birthday..

i oso happy:)

haiz i really dun dare put so much hope..

juz wait tat day come n c my wish wil come true anot!!

*IF MII N HIM REALLY HAVE TAT FATE!!

JIU LET US MEET EACH OTHER ONCE AGAIN!!

back frm chalet!!

hahaz was havin fun at there!!

anw mummy hope u really enjoy at there..

n like those present n decoaration!!

1st day of chalet!!

we around 1plus check in..

den jiu stay inside chalet..

till 8 plus like tat..

we jiu go daddy hse meet daddy..

after tat daddy drive us out all this..

den we back 2 chalet around 3plus like tat..

den mii n galz end up 6plus den slp..

cuz both of us totally can't slp at all..

so we jiu havin galz talk!!

2nd day of chalet!!

i wake up at 10 plus..

mii mummy daddy go take thing..

den nina n galz stay at chalet..

decorate e chalet as is mummy e b'dae..

so can say whole day was bz la..

den 5plus like tat mummy galz n mii..

3 of us jiu go sweimmin..

hahaz veri fun!!

end up last nitez nina galz n mii..

6 plus den slp..

cuz was playin water wif my ite de classmate..

damn fun..

7 guyz VS 3 galz..hahaz..

end up they all whole body wet..hahaz..

so they have 2 dry themselves den can go home..

after they went home..

mii n galz jiu clean up e place..

although is tired but is FUN!!

anw will upload chalet de pic soon!!

Friday, July 4, 2008

YEAH!!

finally 2day go chalet!!

so won't b online 3 days!!

anw tomo is mummy de b'dae!!

wanna wish her!!

HAPPY SWEET 18TH BIRTHDAY 2 U!!

HOPE U WILL ENJOY AT CHALET!!

LOVE U LOTZ!!

ytd had a dream..

i dream of HIM..

i dream on my b'dae he bought flower 4 mii!!

but i noe i juz dreamin..

shall nt think much!!

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

back 2 update again!!

haiz..

ytd i was sayin tat if mii n him..

really hav tat FATE tgt..

den jiu let mii tomo c him!!

but i didn't expect really 2day will c him..

around 4plus..

he cal mii..

say he reach my hse downstair le..

den i say ok i now go down..

so mii jiu ask galz pei mii down..

but she walk b'hind us..

i was surprise tat he will talk 2 mii..

cuz i nv think tat he will talk 2 mii..

thought pass him thing le he jiu go..

but he didn't..

he standin there talk 2 mii..

when e moment he gone..

i juz realise tat i still love him de..

cuz when i saw him..

i really have many thing 2 talk 2 him..

really wanna went 4ward hold his hand tight..

but juz dunno y when i saw him..

i have nth 2 talk..haiz..

haiz..so borinn!!

sittin in front of my com..

n yet dunno wat 2 update my blog..

juz noe tat this few days dunno wat happen..

my head suddden pain..

dun tel mii i gg fall sick!!

dunno y ytd will tel mummy i gif up le..haiz!!

AM I REALLY GIF UP HIM LE??

this few days i keep didn't slp well..

wat happen 2 mii??

wat am i think??

lying on my bed force myself 2 slp..

turnin here n there..

although my eye is close..

but yet i still can't slp..

if really slp..

oso nt totally slp..

is like my mind keep flashin many question!!

my mind keep askin mii e same question..

AM I REALLY GIF UP HIM!!

AM I REALLY 4GET HIM!!

is like everytime..

once i look at his pic..

listen 2 those songs..

i surely will cry out keep droppin my tears..

but now whenever i look at his pic..

listen 2 those songs..

totally no tears!!

izzit mean i already gif up him??

i promise i will wait..

yet now i gif up!!

do i make e rite choice??

i juz dun wan 2 regret anythin!!

i think meanwhile this period i will gif up him..

but doesn't mean i dun love him..

i will still wait 4 him cuz i noe i still love him..

juz tat i need 2 relax myself..

n put less hope on him ba!!