Wednesday, April 30, 2008
back 2 blog..
ytd had dinner wif mummy..
while we had our dinner we oso watch ah wang de show..
i watch till nearly cry lor..hahaz..
cuz got 1 part is damn sweet damn romantic sia..hahaz..
after tat we went home..
when e moment i reach home..
i lock myself in room..
keep cryin..
i dunno izzit i think much..
cuz ytd afternoon once i reach home...
i oso hide myself in room n cry till slp..
can say this few days i keep cryin..
i really scare i will lose him..
i really scare i won't last long wif him..
wat i wan is juz..
yi sheng yi shi yong yuan gen ta zai yi qi..
yong bu fen li..
izzit 2 much??
will i 4ever wif him??
Monday, April 28, 2008
now in skool damn du lan..
STUPID FUCKIN TEACHER..
dun like my design juz say la..
dun gai lim bu say ah gong story lor..
waste my time lor..
actually i wanna continue my studies..
bec of this fuckin teacher teach..
i really dun wanna come skool..
wanna stop skoolin lor..
anw this few days my mood is not really gd..
part of it is bec of e fuckin teacher..
so my dear frenz if i gif ur attitude or wat..
i'm here say sry..
haiz..
ytd whole day dunnno wat my mind is thinkin..
lotz of thing came into my mind..
i was thinkin..
did i make e wrong choice??
e only way is i need U 2 PROVE IT 2 MII..
tat i didn't make e wrong choice..
PROVE mii tat u wont't hurtz mii..
PROVE mii tat u treasure this realationship n wan it last long..
WILL U PROVE MII??
haiz..
my b'dae comin soon..
will my wish come true??
i really hope this yr i will have a unforgetable b'dae...
hope i will havin fun..will i??
on tat day will i get e surprise i wan??
Friday, April 25, 2008
2day pei my didi go kovan buy psp..
although psp is his wan..
but e psp colour is i choose..
i noe i veri bad la..
but he promise mii 2 share..
whole day playin his psp..
he oso no complain wor..
surprisin' sia..hahaz..
anw 2day whole day no msg him..
he oso no msg mii at all..
haiz..really miss him lotz..
although i miss him much..
hope can msg him..
but no matter wat i still muz control myself not 2 msg him..
as he only have 500 free sms..
some more i dun wan his bill over again..
so i only can look at his pic n miss him badly..haiz..
anw dear ar..
if can oso dun use 2 much of ur gprs c score la..
later bill over again how..
u thought u veri rich meh..
use money pay ur bill..
Thursday, April 24, 2008
i love u!!
anw end skool..
meet mummy go eat dinner tgt wif jiejie..
den suddenly i heard smth..
n i can't believe tat S is more important den a GF..
even can bluff mii tat..haiz:'(
dun wish 2 say so clearly la..
my heart was breakin in2 pieces..
n 2day i oso tel devil jiejie smth..
n tat is..
i really dunno how much more i can gif in 4 this relationship..
oso dunno how much more i need 2 ran bu n oso dunno how long we can last..
n 2day on e way home..
i was cryin all e way home..
haiz 1st time sia..
i was thinkin..
i already gif in n ran bu so much..
i really she bu de 2 end this relationship..
cuz i really love him really hope can last long..
n wat i wan is care n concern frm him..
but haiz..
i keep thought i have found my true love n won't get hurtz anymore..
i think i was wrong..
2day my heart damn hurtz..
if happen tat i really end this love..
i won't find other cuz in my heart i still love him..
wat i really wanna say is tat..
no matter wat u tel mii whether izzit real or bluff mii.
i still believe u trust u..
n hope 1 day u will tel mii truth..
cuz in a relationship stand e word TRUST..
n not BLUFF..
n i oso dun wish 2 get hurtz anymore..
n i won't msg u anymore unless u msg mii..
cuz i dun wanna ur bill over..
n frm 2day onward..
wat i can gif in 4 this relationship or ran bu..
i will gif in n ran bu..
cuz i really treasure this relationship..
n i love u!!
*u could b e 1 i'll alwayz love..
u could b e 1 who listens 2 my deepest inquisitions..
well how deep is ur love 4 mii??
will other things more important den mii?? *
back update my blog..
haiz..
think 2day is not a gd day 4 mii..
cuz i 2day in class i playin computer game..
den e fuckin teacher stand b'hind mii..
ask mii izzit do finish work le..
i say haven later den do..
he jiu say later b4 lunch need hand in..
or else stay back do..
i say orh okay i will do..
den he jiu keep repeat same thing..
n damn fan lor..
mii jiu shout back dun go kunch dun go la..
e most i stay back do gif u..
in e end he LL n walk away..
this is my 1st time so angry n shout at teacher in front of whole class..
think devil jiejie oso kana shock when i shout at e fuckin teacher lor..
who ask him dunno how teach still wan b teacher..
go home slp la..
how i wish i can quit skool..
but still a few mths jiu gg gradute might as well study finish..
but i really hate tat teacher lor..
dun wish 2 go his lesson..
haiz..sianx..
ytd i was damn damn du lan sia..
mii n mummy meetin zh they all at 12..
as is our lunch time..
den msg some1 den she reply mii tat she nt wif zh they all..
when i reach food court i was damn du lan..
think shall not say who..
but ppl who ytd wif mii..
shall noe who la..
how old le..
play this type of thing..
veri childish sia..
some more e most thing i damn du lan..
IS MY FUCKIN TEACHER..
PLS LA..
DUNNO HOW B TEACHER DUN COME TEACH LA..
TEACH TILL WHOLE CLASS GG SLP SOON LOR..
PPL LISTEN IN CLASS SAY PPL NV LISTEN..
SHIT U LOR..
anw i think i oso veri bad lor..hahaz
1st time shoot my teaher in charge sia..
cuz i tel him tat e teacher teach so slowly tat i gg slp in class..
den he ask mii slp in class..
yet i shoot him back tat..
i really slp in class..
he nearly spill out e drink lor..
anw after complain finsh tat fuckin' teacher..
i went back class..
sit down there slpin n oso playin viwawa..
as e fuckin teacher dun wanna teacher mii how 2 do..
1st time i so damn angry wif a teacher..
tat i take back n walk out e class even dun wish 2 come skool..
Monday, April 21, 2008
i love u dear!!
2day i quite happy..
cuz is mii n dear dear de 1 mth..hahaz..
so fast we jiu tgt 4 1 mth le..
anw hope mii n dear dear can last long!!
dear hope u will like e hp pouch..
ytd msg him ask him..
do he noe 21 is wat date..
den he reply say is our 1mth..
so happy he rmb..
cuz i keep thought his mind only have mahjong n soccer only..
den will 4get e date..hahaz:P
btw dear no need buy thing 4 him de la..
cuz ytd can say u whole day keep pei mii..
i already veri happy le..
as long have u by my side..
mii jiu enough le..
love u n miss u lotz..muackz!!
*a gift frm mii 2 dear dear*Sunday, April 20, 2008
enjoyable day!!
back 2 update my blog..
now veri tired sia..
2 days no slp..
plus juz come back frm chalet..
ytd bk out den jiu help them take thing 2 his hse..
den after tat we go his relative hse eat buffet..
but mummy n daddy no go lor..
ps mii..haiz..
anw we oso go there awhile..
den jiu go back his hse wait 4 mummy they all..
den we go his neighbour hse help daddy iron clothes..
in e end gt a big fat mouse..
ask him iron clothes..
den he go there go ppl hse eat e honeydew..
like tat wan his hse like tat still open ppl de bing xiang..
after tat around 7++
we tgt go eat dinner wif ah seng..
after finish
ah seng jiu send us home..
anw i did enjoy e day..
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
now in class do nth jiu update my blog..
since i so long no update le..
hahaz..
ytd go interview job wif my frenz they all..
in e end no go skool..
den we jiu go shoppin..
hahaz..
1st time take neoprint wif hwee peng..
2 bad zonghua nv go..
anw i oso dunno wat happen 2 mii..
but i still have 2 say..
zhiwei SORRY abt ytd..
anw i didn't really quarrel wif u..
n i oso dunno y i will shoot u back lor..
SORRY SORRY SORRY!!
btw tomo is daddy de b'dae!!
wanna say HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!
hope u n mummy will last long n sweet!!
btw my baobei princess..
i noe u bz la..
but muz find 1 day free meet out lei..
like 1 mth no c u le..
Friday, April 11, 2008
haiz..
back 2 blog juz now go read my frenz de blog..
den saw smth dunno izzit refer 2 mii or wat..
haiz dun wish 2 care..
anw ytd go out wif mummy..
den on e way 2 whitesand..
tel mummy smth..
den my tears nearly drop but i try 2 ren..
anw mummy hope u won't tel anyone abt wat i tel u..
as wat ppl say..
yi ren ran yi bu den everythin will fine..
since he dun ran bu den i ran bu lor..
cuz i dun wish 2 quarrel wif him..
cuz i really scare will lose him lor..
haiz..
hope after all everythin will b okay..
dear miss u veri much!!
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
haiz..
this few days my gastric problem is back..
damn xin ku..
hope will faster recover..
anw this few days i dunno wat happen 2 mii..
keep anyhow think den keep feelin like cryin..
but now feelin better..
cuz ytd talkin 2 my frenz abt my thing..
talk till cry..
1st time in my life i cry till so badly..haiz
anw sry 2 those ppl concern mii..
cuz ytd i did smth tat i promise n shall not did..
i dunno y i will suddenly did it again..
i think tat time i was out of my mind tat y..
SORRY!!
anw i oso wanna thanx my so cal kor kor..
thanx 4 e past 2 days pei mii msg n b my listener..
u ask mii b understandin..
but 1 thing if i gg b understandin..
den who gg 2 understand mii..
maybe is i ownself make myself stress ba..
anw still wanna say thanx 2 korkor n my frenz..
4 pei mii e past 2 days n ytd..
without ur i think i now shall still in my room cryin le..
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
early mornin wake up..
go work..
damn tired lor..
tomo my backbone confirm pain de lor..
so do my hand..
haiz..
den maybe tomo oso workin lor..
haiz..bo bian la..
no work no money treat mummy they all eat lei..
anw this few days oso dun have enough slp lor..
some more oso dunno wat am i crazy or stress 4..
dunno izzit miss my dear dear till mad lor..
hahaz..
