Jaslyn: May 2008

Saturday, May 31, 2008

back 2 blog again!!

ytd go amk hub wif mummy n och..

we go there buy thing..

after tat we go cc there..

as we go there celebrate ah seng de b'dae..

when e moment we reach cc..

my eye was keep lookin 4 him..

but haiz 2 bad..

he didn't go 4 trainin as he go out wif frenz..

tat moment i abit sad..

den left mii n och sit down there..

den we 2 jiu talk abt smth la..

after tat mii n mummy jiu go mama shop buy drink..

den mummy oso ask mii e same question tat och ask mii..

y dun i ask patch back wif him??

but my reply 2 them is..

not i dun wan is juz tat..

he say b4 tat after ns den he go 4 relationship..

some more i oso gt think b4..

now i ask 4 patch..

but i really scare tat he reject mii..

scare his feelin 4 mii already faded le...

juz wanna let u noe..

in e 1st place if i mind u no time pei mii..

i jiu won't accept b ur gf le..

i accept u is bec of who u r..

nt u have time pei mii anot..

some more i oso nv expect u everyday pei mii..

as long as ur heart have mii i happy le..

no matter u have time pei mii anot..

i wonder if now i once again..

ask patch back..

will u reject mii??

Friday, May 30, 2008

haiz..

2nitez ah ma gg chalet..

will nt b at home this few days..

feel like cryin wor..

not use 2 it lor..

cuz when i was young stick 2 her more close den stick wif my parent lor..

anw juz now lying on my bed..

listen 2 songs..

suddenly those memories flash back again..

n i drop tears once again..haiz..

time really pass veri fast..

2day is e day where we break up 4 1mth le..

anw not wrong he 2day bk out..

keep sittin in front of com like idiot like tat..

keep wait him online..

but yet he didn't..

haiz..

ppl keep tellin mii they have e feelin..

we will back again..

will we??

i oso hope so it will!!

everytime think of him..

i gg heartache again..

when will i smile happily again..

juz like tat time i wif him??

maybe 2nitez might saw him..

but i really scare when e moment i saw him..

i will heartache n drop tears in front of him..

as now i haven c him..

i already heartache le lor..

haiz..

u can alwayz close ur eyes 2 e things tat u dun wan 2 c..

but u can't close ur heart2 e things u dun wan 2 feel..

Thursday, May 29, 2008

back 2 blog again..

ytd havin test..

surprise tat i pass 2 of my test..

i keep no go skool no listen in class..

still will pass..hahaz..

think is lucky lor..

anw finally do finish all my work le..

now can relax le..hahaz..

anw ytd end skool..

go toa payoh wif mummy..

cuz she gg buy shirt 4 ah seng b'dae..

den mummy jiu say mii..

thought i gg buy DETOL de soap gif him..

i was like can dun wan mah..

veri de paiseh lor!!

some more is my 1st time buy soap gif ppl as b'dae present..

den when i pass him e soap..

i was keep laughing lor..

den he say mii..

really buy DETOL gif him ar..

aiya..who cal him everytime let mii saw him keep pa lai pa qu..

like nv bath lor..hahahahaz

this time hope he won't pa lai pa qu la!!

hahahahaz..

anw ytd go amk..

how i hope i can close my eye n walk e path..

y everytime i go amk or go home..

there's alwayz a image flash throught my mind..

n tat image is juz only mii n him..

how i hope can stop tat moment..

so we can hold each other hand tight n nv let go!!

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

sianx..

i thought 2day will late 4 lesson..

cuz i meet mummy at 9.30..

but in e end i late..

due 2 i overslept..

but in end reach class..

den noe tat i didn't late..

cuz now only mii n mummy in class..

e rest haven come..

anw thanx pretty..

help mii edit my blogskin..

haiz..

ytd view back my march de blog..

my heart pain again n my tears gg drop again..

now i den noe tat time i so daring..

dare 2 post out his name den 2 write i like him..

i really miss those moments..

especially e day tat juz only we 2 tgt..

god..

i really hope we will back again!!

cuz i really love him..

tgt wif him i really veri freedom..

so bless us will back again!!

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

haiz..

whole day hope will c him online..

but he jiu shi no online..

abit sad lor..

anw now headache..

but juz dunno y..

can't stop thinkin of him..

i tried 2 run frm ur side..

but each place i hide..

it only reminds mii of u!!

when i turn out all e lights..

even e nitez..

it only reminds mii of u!!

sometime i was thinkin..

did i make e wrong choice??

no matter i make e rite or wrong..

i nv regret tat i fall in love wif u..

i nv regret 2 step into relationship wif u..

cuz tat nitez..

u say u love mii..

i guess i feel e same way..

bec i can't stop thinkin abt u..

i can't stop dreamin abt u..

n my heart beatin fast when i think of u..

u noe i really hate 2 b alone especially at nitez..

cuz our story start n end at nitez..

i miss e moment we every nitez msg..

i miss e path tat u sent mii home..

i miss many many thing!!

but all this juz 1 nitez gone..

u noe all along..

i was keep thought nobody care 4 mii n i alone in e dark..

but i noe i wrong..

e moment i fall 4 u..

i realised i nt alone in e darkness..

cuz whenever i in e darkness..

u r e star tat shine on mii..

let mii noe tat i still gt u!!

every nitez i was searchin a star..

n wish u will back by my side once again..

say really i dun believe ur love 4 mii faded so fast..
unless u ownself face mii n tel mii..
i believe u still have feelin 4 mii de..
i dun believe u won't miss mii..
won't miss e 1st dating we had..
e msg we every nitez sent..
dear..i really love u!!
every nitez i really can't control my tears..
cuz every nitez every mins every hrs..
my mind will appear back e 1st msg u sent mii..
n how we tgt all this..

although i will heartache but..

whenever i think i will smile..

sometime i was think..

maybe this break up is..

god gif us a test..

2 test our love 4 each other..

cuz we juz noe each other juz only 3 days..

jiu tgt le..

it really veri fast n we dun even noe each other well enough..

so this is e time tat god gif us a chance..

2 noe each other better..

so i still believe we still gt fate tgt de..

n if we really patch..

we will last long!!

Monday, May 26, 2008

erm..finally gg finish my work le..

no need so stress le..hahaz..

haiz..my head now still pain lor..

but no matter how sick am i..

is doesn't matter..

cuz i still worry him..

but now i can relax abit..

cuz ytd msg him..

he say he feel much better..

i happy tat he recover soon..

but oso dunno izzit really tat he ok anot..

anw now my mind keep think of him..

i really scare after 214 days..

he givin mii e answer tat i dun wan heard..

really hope he can gif mii chance..

anw 2day he bk out..

hope 2 c him online..

nt wrong he wed mornin bk in den fri bk out again..

so sad fri sat sun i can't online..

can't chat wif him..haiz..

*i really hope after 214days u can gif mii chance..

u noe i now den realise tat..

u r e 1st boii boii i love among all my ex..

i thought i can't bear they leave mii..

actually not..

actually u r e 1 tat i can't bear 2 let go..

so my dear pls pls gif mii a chance hao mah??

i really love u..

really wanna stand by ur side..

waitin ur answer!!*

Sunday, May 25, 2008

missing u!!

haiz..i really can't stand anymore..

i really damn tired..

really need a break..

project assigment so many thing stress mii up..

i can't stand anymore..

anw wanna say sry 2 apple..

sry tat ytd nitez shout n gif u attitude on e phone..

i think u won't understand my feelin how stress am i..

some more now i havin fever..

head den pain..

pain till i gg burst out my tears le..

i really need someone by my side support mii..

n tat person is u!!

u noe this few nitez i didn't really slp well..

i keep thinkin how is ur fever??

gt feel much better??

u noe i worry u more den worry my health..

still gt 214days 2 go..

i will b waitin u waitin ur answer..

really hope u won't disappoint mii..

Saturday, May 24, 2008

muz take care urself wor!!i love u!!

ytd damn angry lor..

stupid teacher..

fuck lor..

dun wanna say so much..

or else mii gg 2 angry till faint again..

anw ytd once i reach home..

faster go bath n change..

cuz meetin mummy gg cc..

den on e journey..

we 2 was talkin abt my stupid teacher..

den when i reach amk hub..

dunno y..

suddenly head damn pain..

some more pain till gg burst lor..

think maybe is bec of e weather 2 hot tat y..

den we jiu go buy durain n water gif daddy they all..

after tat we jiu go eat dinner..

den suddenly mummy ask mii msg him..

ask him how is his cough..

den mummy help mii type n i sent..

this is wat we 2 were msg..

mii: erm..Jaslyn here..how is ur cough??anw this is my another number..

him:u gt new number liao ar??e old lei..

anw now havin fever but dun worry la..

juz taken medicine..

mii:i using both number..last time de i still using..

anw thought u say u havin cough how come have fever??

him:actually oso abit fever la..but nv tel u lor..than u lei

mii:erm..u havin fever y no go c doctor..

u thought havin fever veri fun izzit..

later like py like tat fever till 40degree den u noe..

him:haha..mii sitll ok la..

nth serious still can laugh n joke wif my frenz..

anw i gg rest liao..

juz take medicine only..

mii:ok..u go rest lor..

muz drink more water ok..

my dear boii..

no matter u gt sick anot or wat..

i still will worry 4 u de..

anw i hope u will recover soon..

rmb take medicine on time n drink more water..

cuz this few days e weather veri hot..

muz take gd care of urself wor!!

i promise i oso will take care of myself!!

still gt 6more mths 2 go~

so i will b waitin ur answer!!

I LOVE U..DEAR!!

Friday, May 23, 2008

ytd nitez i was chattin on phone wif apple..
den suddenly my phone rang..
at 1st i thought is ppl msg mii..
when i look at my phone den i realise is ppl cal mii..
e most surprising is..
e person tat cal mii is HIM..
tat moment i saw his cali..
i quickly answer..
when i answer e cal..
i say hello..
but i keep heard ppl laughin..
den he jiu ask his frenz dun shout..
den i jiu ask him u cal mii 4 wat..
he say is his frenz take his phone anw how cal mii den throw e phone a side..
den i was like huh??
at e same time i heard his frenz keep shout his full name..
den he say nth la..
den i say ok lor..bb..
when i end e cal..
i was thinkin..
how come his frenz take his phone play n will press till my number lei??

or he gt thing wanna ask mii or tel mii??

i think i think 2 much is impossible tat he wanna..

tel mii thing or ask mii thing..

anw maybe as wat he say..

his frenz take his phone play ba..
but tat moment i recieve his cal i really happy..
as wat apple say..
i whole nitez happy till no need slp le..

no matter wat..

i really hope someday u will msg mii or cal mii..

n ask 4 patch..

Thursday, May 22, 2008

faster recover!!

back 2 blog again :D

ytd whole day waitin him online..

yet he didn't online..

abit disappointed..

but now i quite happy tat finally saw him online..

anw i wonder did he saw my nick..

did he noe e person is referin 2 him..

anw no matter wat think he still will read it..

cuz i was chattin wif him..

anw i now veri worry him lor..

cuz he say he oso sick..

hope he can fast recover..

how i hope now can by his side look after him..

although he say is nt serious juz havin cough..

but i still worry him lor..

some more he 2nitez gg bk in le..

den this few days e weather oso veri hot..

hope he can take care himself..

den next monday den he can bk out..

hope will c him online again..

anw wanna tel him..

my dear..
muz take care urself okay..
muz drink more water..
n hope u recover soon!!
dun fall sick again..
or else i will veri worry 4 u de..
anw i will take care myself de..
so dun worry!!

u noe when i heard u say u sick..

i was wonderin how was u le..

ok mah..

hopin tat i can by ur side look after u lor..

but oso dunno when i can by ur side again..

anw hope u c my nick le..

will gif mii a chance again!!

cuz i really love u..

so dun leave mii alone again..ok??

waitin ur answer!!

虽然我愿意!!

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是多么不容易才默默放手

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就算我们之间有什么问题

依然想念着你

虽然被放弃

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就算我们之间有什么难题

黑夜我还想着你

心碎人孤寂

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再让我靠近你轻轻对你说

当我说我要你从此好好过

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赐给我你现在幸福的笑容

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Wednesday, May 21, 2008

i really hate myself..
y can't i stop thinkin of u..
i juz like a stupid idiot..
keep starin at ur pic..
keep starin at e msg u sent..
u noe how i wish now u will msg mii..
i really miss u..
miss e time we tgt..
till now i really can't 4get e 1st time u gt my number..
n sent mii e msg..
i even can't 4get on 21th march 230am..
u ask mii can i b ur gf..hope we willl last long..
i even can't 4get u say u will by my side..
y everythin u say u did i really can't 4get..
u noe i use 2 have u in my life le..
u noe i keep scare of step into relationship again..
cuz i scare i will get hurtz again..
but u e 1 who step into my life..
put mii out of e darkness..
n light up my life once again..
so dear wat u say b4 u muz mean it..
prove mii tat u still like mii de..
dun juz like tat leave mii..
cuz u say u will alwayz by my side..
i believe 1 day u will back again..
so hope u really mean it..
张健兴..我爱你!!
no matter wat i will wait 4 u.

now havin test lor..

damn sianx..

e paper noe mii i dunno e paper lor..

sianx..

today i oso no mood study lor..

cuz 2day is e day..

mii n him 2mths..

if we didn't break up..

i really damn miss him lor..

haiz..

somtime i really veri hate him..

hate him y he muz step into my life..

y wat he say n yet he didn't mean it..

i hate it..

but e more i hate him e more i love him e more i miss him..

no matter wat i won't 4get wat u say..

u say b4 u wish 2 last long wif mii..

u say although i dun have family still have u..

cuz u alwayz will by my side..

all those thing u say keep repeatin in my mind..

i really hope wat u say u really mean it lor..

*TKH..U LISTEN UP..

I CAN'T HIDE MY FEELIN 4 U ANYMORE..

ACTUALLY U R E 1 WHO LET MII BELIEVE IN LOVE AGAIN..

LET MII BELIEVE IN MIRACLE AGAIN..

LET MII BELIEVE IN FATE AGAIN..

N U R E 1 WHO STEP INTO MY LIFE..

N LET MII C RAINBOW N NT BLACK N WHITE..

NOW U JUZ LIKE TAT LEAVE MII..

DO U EVEN THINK OF MY FEELIN??

FRM E DAY I WIF U..

I REALLY SCARE I WILL HURTZ U..

SCARE WILL LOSE U..

NOW U HAVE LEAVE MII..

I CAN'T DO ANYTHING..

ONLY JUZ LIKE AN IDIOT KEEP STARING AT UR PIC..

HOPE U EVERYDAY HAPPY N FINE..

HOPE EVERYTHING U DO WILL SUCCESS..

I DAMN MISS U..

MISS E TIME WE GO OUT..

MISS E TIME WE MSG..

MISS EVERYTHING OF U..

NO MATTER WAT HOPE U WILL GIF US A CHANCE..

HOW I WISH CAN CAL U DEAR AGAIN..

I LOVE U!!*

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

tomo is e day mii n dear dear 2mths tgt le..

i noe we already break le..

but my heart still treat him as my DEAR DEAR..

cuz only him can gif mii e happiness tat i wan..

i noe i veri stupid veri silly..

already break le still treat him as dear..

but no matter how..

i juz wanna let HIM noe..

NO MATTER WAT OUTCOME..

THERE'S A GALZ WHO..

LOVE U MISS U..

WILLIN 2 WAIT 4 U DURIN THIS 8 MTHS..

N TAT'S MII..

SO HOPE U WILL GIF MII A CHANCE ONCE AGAIN!!

Monday, May 19, 2008

ytd whole nitez can say didn't slp..

cuz whole nitez was thinkin abt him..

anw 2day 1++ go out wif my didi they all..

we go suntec shoppin after tat go sit ferry wheel..

hahaz..anw 1st wanna thanx ah hock n ah xiang..

although i dunno who buy gif mii e bracklet la..

but thanx lotz..

1st i was so excited 2 sit ferry wheel..

but e moment i up there..

i suddenly damn miss him..

my mind was thinkin if now was dear dear pei mii sit ferry wheel..

i confirm damn happy till cry..

will i gt e chance 2 sit ferry wheel wif dear dear??

hope so ba!!

after tat we go hougang ave 1 there de s11 eat our dinner..

is near defu lane there..

when e moment i reach there..

1st thing came 2 my mind was..

this is e 1st place i buy food gif dear dear n bring 2 his camp..

can say some of e place i go..

will let mii think of him..

example when i go amk hub..

will let mii think of tat time 1st time go amk hub watch movie..

juz only mii n dear dear..

now how i wish i still gt e chance back wif him..

n go out wif him..

can say juz now on e way home i was droppin my tears..

cuz i really damn miss him..

wat i can do is juz keep starin his pic..

i shall nt drop my tears but i can't control..

cuz i find out i have fall in love wif him till veri deep..

e more we r drifted away e more i miss him e more i love him..

DEAR DEAR WO ZHEN DE HAO XIANG NI..

WO FA XIAN WO YI JIN SHENG SHENG DE AI SHANG NI LE..

WO ZHEN DE BU NE MEI YOU NI..

WO ZHEN DE HAO XIANG NI HAO XIANG NI..

ZHEN DE XI WANG NE ZAI CHI GEN NI ZAI YI QI..

ZAI QI DUI NI SHOU..

张健兴..我爱你!!

i still love u..

ytd 4++ like tat go out wif mummy..

cuz she say wan c long zhu..

so i ask her where is e perform..

den she say at xin min lu..

but actually is at si ma lu..

lucky didn't take bus go xin min lu..

den we take bus go sengkang kfc eat..

den mummy go buy food..

dunno y..

i keep stare at his pic..

damn miss him..hahaz..

after tat we take cab down si ma lu..

when we reach there..

we can't find e place..den we 2 jiu anyhow walk..

den saw ailing n her bf..

dunno y she saw us..

she quick walk away..

den in e end she jiu msg mii..

anw i so happy tat can c him..

hahaz..although my xin yang yang..

but at least can c him i veri happy le..

dunno y..

ytd once saw him..

my eye can't take off frm him..

really hope time can turn back n stop at e time juz only we 2..

how i wish 2 tel him..

dear..wo hao ai ni..

thanx 4 giving mii those memories when we tgt..

hope i still gt e chance say..

DEAR DEAR..I LOVE U!!WO AI NI!!

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

back update my blog..

damn sianx..

2day no go skool..

cuz injure my leg..

damn pain sia..

anw i gg train my stamina le..

cuz next next wk jiu napfa test le..

i wanna pass n get gold 4 it..

hope i can do it..

ytd 10++jiu go home cuz gg c doctor..

den i around 5 or 6++ online..

i was really surprise tat he online..

n i didn't expect tat he will talk 2 mii..

i was damn happy..

1st time talkin in msn..

when we chattin..

py jiu msg ask mii thing..hahaz..

anw now we r frenz..

if really we patch back i really damn happy..

but 2 bad we didn't patch..

anw now my heart rong bu xia bie ren..

cuz my heart only have feelin 4..

E 1 N ONLY HIM..

i noe i abit stupid no point waitin..

but once i say will wait 4 8mths i mean it..

cuz no matter wat..

i use 2 have HIM IN MY LIFE..

so i will b strong n will wait 4 him..

♥♥今生今世只爱你一个..我爱你!!♥♥

Monday, May 12, 2008

1.Do You Wish tat your "Someone" will have Feeling for ya??

*OF CUZ YES LA!!

2.What do you want the most now?"

*HIM

3.Who is the person you trust most?

*FRENZ,FAMILY,HIM

4.Do you think you have enough confidence?

*nt really la..

5.If you can have a dream come true,what would it be?

*alwayz stay by HIS side

6.Are you satisfied with urself?

erm..ok la..

7.What are you afraid to lose now?

*friendship n HIM

8.Do you believe in eternity love?

*YES..I DO!!

9.Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicude?

*erm..think nope

10.Where do u go, when u're feeling sad, and wish to be alone?

*my bedroom

11.what are the requirements tat you wish from the other half?

*nth..juz wanna last long wif HIM

12.What feeling do u hate the most?

*when someone betray mii or backstab mii..

13.Do u cherish every single friendship of yours?

-confidently YES!!

14.Do you treasure your family?

*YES..

15.What do you think is the most important thing in ur life?

*everything..

16.What do u hope to be always there 4 u?

i hope HE will by my side whenever i need HIM..

17.What do u regret the most in ur life now?

*didn't treasure wat i had b4..

18.What kind of friend do you hope to be in ur friend's eyes?

*some1 who is trusted n won't betray u..

19.What are you doing now?

donin quiz n msg..

20.what if you die,who are the person you don't wish him/her 2 cry?

*everyone..

Instruction: remove 1 question from above and add in ur personal question.make it a total of 20 questions.

Tag 8 people in ur list..

List them out at the end of this post..

Notify them in their chatbox that he/she have been tagged.Whoever does the tag,

Would have a blessing from all..

Thursday, May 8, 2008

it quite a long time i didn't update my blog..

firstly wanna say a big thanx 2 u galz n guyz..

pei mii this few days..

now i okay le..

n thanx 4 ur de advice..thanx..

love ur lotz..

anw it true tat partner come n go..

but friend will alwayz b there 4 u..

this few days i keep havin e same dream..

i really damn...

but i noe i have 2 strong..

i really have learn lotz..

although sometime will recall back those memories..

but i m glad tat i didn't regret wat i had done..

thanx 4 giving mii such a beatiful memories..

Saturday, May 3, 2008

i juz dun get it..

if begin i nt ur type of galz..

y at 1st we tgt??

i noe now we r frenz..

n i shall slowly put down everythin..

but do u noe tat..

i really can't bear 2 lose u..

but now have 2 face it..

no matter wat i still will wait 4 u..

cuz i love u lotz..

i noe is no point wait as i nt ur type of galz..