juz now go amk hub have dinner wif mummy..
in e end e place many ppl..
so we decide go walk walk..
later den go back tat place eat..
den in e end we go arcade..
den i saw e toy..
den mummy tryin 2 catch 4 mii..
but in e end catch bu dao..
den she jiu ask mii go change $10..
den this time i play..
1st time i catch jiu catch it..
so i continue catch..
mummy fu zhe pay money..
i fu zhe catch..
den end up we spent $30 2 catch 22 toys..
hahaz..den pai seh lor..
cuz nt wrong e toys they juz put there nt long..
den jiu gif mii catch finish..
till there de ppl so angry..
hahaz..think e ppl oso rmb us le lor..
cuz nt 1st time we catch finsh there toys..
some more they oso no rite ban mii go there play..
i veri gd lor..
help them fast finsh stick den come new stock..
hahaz..anw those ppl tat is damn close 2 us..
will pass ur when mummy chalet..
anw today really enjoy wif mummy!!
this is wat i catch 22 of them..but gt 3 of them is wif mummy!!
i catch 6 of them!!
each of us will get 1 of it!!
(mii mummy daddy my daughtermy cousin ah seng n mummy frenz)
i catch 5 of them 1 wif mummy!!
(mii my daughter my cousin nina meimei n ah seng gf)i catch 6 of them!!
(mii mummy my daughter my cousin caiyun jiejie n mummy frenz)i catch 4 but 1 wif mummy!!
(mii my daughter my cousin n mummy de aunt)i catch 3set of this!!(mii galz n my cousin)gif mummy n mummy de frenz!!



gif ah seng n his gf!!

ytd meet galz at 1..
den we jiu go meet mummy n daddy go eat..
after tat mii n galz jiu go out..
cuz we gg do some thing 4 mummy comin b'dae..
hope she will like it..
after tat we ju go home..
cuz i gg meet mummy..
galz jiu go home cuz she nt feelin well..
den mii n mummy jiu go c daddy they all chu shi..
after finish chu shi..
mii mummy n daddy jiu go watch movie..
abit veri extra la..hahaz..
but veri fun wif them..
anw abit disappointed wif daddy haiz..
daddy ar..
if u wanna c mummy tat day happy..
den jiu bu yao gu mian zi le..
mian zi 2 u is tat important 2 u guyz??
mian zi throw le still can find back nth de..
but mummy go le u will regret de..
i understand how mummy feel..
she juz wan a beautiful memories on her 18th b'dae!!
so i really hope u noe wat 2 do dun let her sad..
as she really love u de..
hope ur last long!!
anw mummy really wanna thanx u..
sayin so much let mii awake..
i hope this time i really awake frm wat u say..
if someday he really come back 2 mii..
n i still like him..
tat time accept him oso nt late..
wat 4 i keep toture myself..
most important i shall stay happy :)
anw this 2 days keep saw him..
but my mind didn't think of patch..
instead my mind was thinkin..
will he avoid mii??
will he still treat mii as frenz??
anw if happen i gif up..
in my heart i still will waitin him..
but i won't put so much hope..
as if mii n him have fate..
n he's really mine..
we will back again de!!
anw hope this is e last i cal u dear!!
thanx 4 givin mii a beautiful memories..
tat i keep wanna in my relationship..
i veri happy 2 have u as my dear..
i won't 4get 21.03.08..
where our love story start!!
i have no regret anymore!!
thanx..
DEAR I LOVE U!!
haiz..damn sianx sia..
my head damn pain..
anw mummy dun worry la..
i will help u find de..
sure can find it de..
haiz..
anw feel like say smth..
i noe u guyz have a bf..
no need like tat de lor..
keep puttin salt on my wound..
it's really hurtz lor..
y ur dun dare go find them..
y ur juz compare n aim on mii lei..
enough le lor..
stop comparin ur de bf wif mii can..
i noe now ur have "bf" celebrate b'dae all this wif ur..
i dun have but no need show off de lor..
haiz..
ur say la gt which galz..
dun wish have a guyz care 4 her all this..
i oso wish i have a bf 2 care 4 mii..
celebrate b'dae wif mii!!
but juz tat haiz..
no matter wat i really love him really treasure him..
no matter wat will wait 4 him..
i noe i last time didn't really treasure..
but now wat i have i will treasure..
go throught so many relationship..
this time is e most hurtz de..
gg 3mths le..
still can't 4get still droppin my tears..
haiz..shall nt think much..
juz hopin my b'dae wish will come true!!
ANW B4 I END MY BLOG..
UR SHALL NOE WHO I REFERIN 2..
NO NEED I SAY SO CLEARLY LA HOR!!
STOP PUTTIN SALT ON MY WOUND!!
CUZ E WOUND ALREADY VERI DEEP VERI PAIN..
I DUN WAN GET MORE PAIN MORE DEEP!!
haiz..
last nitez didn't slp well..
lying on my bed..
fan lai fai qu forcin myself 2 slp..
but haiz still can't slp..
is like smth have bother mii..
now i really damn scare..
although i still like him still waitin 4 him..
but at e same time..
my feelin 4 him seem like no more le..
i really dun wan this 2 happen..
i really scare tat..
once i no more feelin 4 him..
once i gif up him..
someday i will regret..
haiz..i really dunno how..
is like i really set my mind i will wait him..
but is like at e same time my feelin 2 him faded..
no matter wat i think once i settle my mind my heart..
i won't change..
he e 1st n last boii i love!!
haiz stay at home so sianx lor..
feel like gg out but dunno where 2 go..
so intend online awhile..
den didn't expect he will oso online..
actually i didn't intend chat wif him de..
as ytd chat 2 him..
he didn't reply mii at all lor..
haiz damn sad :'(
so juz now i try my luck again..
c he gt reply..
so surprise he reply mii..
so mii ask him..
so early jiu online le ar??
HIM:ya
MII:no bk in meh??
HIM:tomolo..y
MII:nth la cannot ask ar..hahaz
den mii jiu continue ask him..
26 july ur competition ar??
HIM:think so..
he jiu continue ask mii..
no skool meh
MII:now havin holiday lei..hahaz
he jiu no reply le..
haiz nvm..
as long we have chat a while i happy..
better den no check..
at least i noe he didn't avoid mii..
mayb wat ah seng tat day say de is rite..
meanwhile b normal frenz 1st..
den slowly understand him..
maybe someday frm normal frenz become bfgf lei..
i hope will have this someday..hahaz
ytd after check out..
mii mummy n daddy jiu take cab..
go daddy hse cuz he wanna pack his camp thing..
den mii n mummy sit at e sofa..
somethin flash back to 20/04/08..
i miss e date e moment i had..
juz only mii n him..
haiz..dun wish 2 say so much..
anw wanna thanx ah seng..
thanx 4 tellin mii so many thing..
i will try dun stress myself..
maybe wat he say oso rite..
i oso gt think b4..
we juz noe each other nt long enough..
juz 3days jiu tgt le..
really 2 fast le..
maybe we 2 really have fate tt..
juz tat this break is juz 2 let us noe each other more..
no matter wat let's fate decide ba..
but no matter wat e outcome..
my heart only love 1 n only him!!
*dear..
i noe u feel guilty..
tat no time pei mii all this..
but i dun mind..
wei le ni..
wo yuan yi fu chu yi qia..
i even dun mind..
go out wif ur frenz all this..
as long as i can tgt wif u..
still gt 69more days..
my b'dae comin!!
i dun expect u will buy present gif mii..
oso didn't expect u will celebrate wif mii..
but all this 17yrs my only b'dae wif is..
i can celebrate my b'dae wif frenz n my love 1..
so this yr my 18 b'dae wish is..
nt only celebrate wif my frenz..
i oso hope we will patch back..
haiz..time past veri fast..
already 2mths plus le..
i still can't 4get him..
still can't gif up in this relationship..
i really miss him damn much..
if we no break..
we already tgt 3mths le..
haiz..
i keep wanna gif up..
but i juz can't do it..
y??
am i really fall in love wif him deeply??
juz dun understand..
y i went through so many relationship..
y this time i feel e hurtz e pain more den last time??
now i really wanna put down..
put i totally fa bu xia..
*dear u cause mii e hurtz e pain in my life..
cause mii keep droppin tears..
i shall hate u shall 4get u..
but i can't cuz i still love u!!
i was surprise tat i saw him online..
as juz now mummy say he didn't bk out..
when i online i didn't expect he there..
really suprise mii..
so i started talk 2 him..
we didn't talk much..
as suddenly i feel tat..
mii n him juz like stranger 2 each other..
but while we chattin..
dunno y..
keep feel like askin him..
tat day did he recieve my msg..
y no reply mii??
izzit tryin avoidin mii??
but in e end i didn't ask..
as wat mummy say later he run away..
haiz..i damn dissapointed damn xin tong..
y thing change!!
wanna say 2 dear!!
is there a need 2 avoid mii??
am i so scary 2 u??
izzit we 2 really game over??
can u dun b so coward??
can u face mii??
if u still like mii den show it 2 mii!!
no need 2 hide frm mii!!
juz like how u ask mii b ur gf!!
hope u will gif us a chance start everything new!!
i already start my 1st step..
next i hope u will start ur 1st step oso!!
no matter wat i won't gif up..
*if can maybe someday u lie on ur bed..
juz recall this period 19/3/08-21/3/08
recall wat u msg n wat u say on mii..
in my life this is e 1st time..
i torture myself till like tat..
all juz bec of u steppin in2 my life!!
erm..ytd go watch missing wif mummy..
den watch till i cry..
e show de song damn nice..
really let mii flash back all my memories..
den when e moment we waitin 4 bus..
i was cryin while talkin wif mummy..
as i really damn sad..
y he didn't reply my msg??
izzit he avoidin mii??
tat time oso he say b frenz all this..
but he e 1 who avoid mii..
this my 2nd time drop tears in front of mummy le..
so many ppl support mii helpin mii..
i won't gif up..
but i really wanna noe..
wat he really wan??
some more i those galz tat wan guyz move e 1st step..
but frm e day i wif him..
i put everythin b'hind..
i even move e 1st step..
go hold his hand all this..
this time break..
i oso move my 1st step ask 4 patch back..
but he didn't reply..
maybe he need time 2 think abt it ba..
ytd go toa payoh safra there eat dinner..
as i treat daddy as father's day present!!
anw daddy HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!
may all ur dream copme true..
hope u n mummy will last long n sweet!!
den this mornin meet mummy n daddy..
actually gg amk in e ned no go..
so daddy drivve us go kovan there..
after tat jiu go home..
b4 go home..
we go buy bubble tea drink..
den at there mummy help mii sent him msg..
but i bet he won't reply..
if he reply mii..
i oso noe wat he will reply..
i already prepare e best n e worst le..
no matter wat i will keep on try my best..
till e day he accept mii..
as so many ppl was helpin mii n him..
no matter wat i will hang on!!
Dear no matter wat i won't gif up..
as i say veri clearly le..
i still have feelin 4 u still waitin 4 u!!
so no matter wat outcome u gif mii..
in my heart i only love u!!

e day mii at chalet!!

ytd 6 den reach home..
den already 1plus den wake up..
damn tired but no choice..
wake up faster go bath..
pack thing..
cuz meet mummy 1 or 2plus like tat..
den we jiu take cab 2 fetch zw..
after tat down 2 downtown..
den we jiu go eat our lunch..
after tat jiu go room put thing..
den mii n mummy jiu go downtown de shoppin mall..
den we go catch mario..
total we catch 6 mario..
so each of us have 1 mario..
(daddy mummy mii him zw n ah seng)
after tat we jiu go buy movie ticket..
den went back room have rest..
cuz show start at 12.10..
den wait daddy n him come..
e moment he come my heart beat jmp veri fast..
den my eyes can't take off frm him..
is like i feel like runnin 2ward him hug him tightly..
den around 11plus..
we jiu slowly walk 2 e cinema..
den ah seng they all tryin 2 help mii..
thanx wor..
let mii have e chance sit wif him..
startin he sit quite close..
still gt talk 2 mii..
when e movie start he keep sit near 2 ah seng tat direction..
i already move myself near him..
but he keep shift 2 ah seng there..
haiz..
after show i oso try 2 walk b'side him..
but is juz like he keep avoidin mii..
my heart damn pain..
anw sry wor..
hai ur whole nitez didn't slp well..
is like ur try 2 help mii..
let him slp b'side mii but i didn't bao wo ji hui..
anw sry..
i already try my best le..
i really dunno wat more i can do.
so he will patch wif mii..
this mornin go eat wif ah seng zw n mummy..
den they were talkin abt this..
my tears nearly drop but i control..
den when er go buy b'dae cake..
i dunno y i suddenly cry in front of mummy..
my heart damn pain..
e moment he left e chalet my mind keep think of him..
*anw thanx u guyz helpin mii..
no matter wat i still will ahng on..
i won't gif up..
i believe he will accept mii!!
*Dear u shall noe i still waitin 4 u..
shall noe i still have feelin 4 u..
even mummy they all oso tryin 2 help us..
but u seem like avoidin frm it..
na dao ni bu xian wan hui zhe dua gan qing ma??
Dear tel mii wat shall i can do..
so u will accept mii once again!!
Dear wo men chong xin zai lai hao ma??*
back 2 blog again!!
2day lesson start at 10..
so boring..
do nth cuz havin presentation..
after tat mii jiu go mummy hse downstair..
de salon do rebondin..
after i do finish den mummy turn 2 do..
so we stay at salon frm 1 till 7+..
after tat went 2 blk 204 there eat..
anw tomo kelvin gg ns..
muz take care urself inside ar!!
ytd nitez dream of him again..
some more is nt e 1st time i had e same dream..
wat i dream will it really come true??
i juz noe tat i damn miss him lor..
wonderin now he doin duty or restin??
no matter wat i only noe i miss him!!
actually nv intend online de..
cuz korkor wanna sent mii my work 4 tomo..
anw kor thanx 4 ur help ar..
shun bian update my blog..
2day around 2+ go air force de HQ there listen 2 talk..
when we reach there..
mii n mummy wan go in but dun dare go in..
cuz all is guyz no galz lor..
veri de paiseh sia..
but in e end lucky gt galz la..
after e talk we 2 jiu go tiong bahru there walk awhile..
jiu take cab down 2 amk hub..
we go arcade again..
cuz mummy wan pink de sitch..
so i go there catch 4 her..
den i juz use 15dollars+ jiu catch it le..
den we jiu go have our dinner..
den suddenly i miss him damn much..
after tat we jiu take bus home..
while wait e bus..
mii n mummy talk abt him..
haiz..talk till i cry lor..
if in e 1st place he really say we try..
i jiu won't accept..
but in my ying xian he didn't say try this word lor..
in e 1st place..
if he juz treat it as 4 fun..
den y muz he wait till 1mth plus den break..
den tel mii tat he break is bec no time 4 mii lei..
if he nt seriously like mii..
he can juz tel mii he dun like mii anymore or wat lor..
i believe he nt tat type of boii he nt playboii..
somehow i will ask patch but not now..
as i nt scare he reject mii..
if he really reject i still will wait..
i only scare he really dun like mii anymore..
i juz wan a simple him simple e relationship..
cuz he is e 1st boii tat really touch my heart..


finally holiday!!

sianx sia..
2day go skool juz attend pe lesson..
den jiu can go home le..
cuz no more tat stupid teacher de lesson le..
so happy no need c his face le..
anw mii finally holiday le..
but wed n thursday still need go skool awhile..
anw so happy gg 2 do rebondin soon!!
den after pe lesson..
mii n mummy go J8 eat mos burger..
after finish actually wanna go home..
but is like so early go home do nth..
so we go amk hub shop..
den we saw hwee peng they all..
so we wear pe attire go play acrade..
den when i play half way e person say no uniform..
but 2 bad we already start playin half way..
so i catch e sitch gif mummy..
less den 50dollars jiu catch it le..
mummy hope u like it..
anw thanx 4 buyin e rabbit gif mii..
i love it..
thanx..love u muackz..
after tat we take bus go kovan there de superbowl..
play bowlin as we dun wan so early go home..
den fun sia..
anw time past veri fast..
so fast jiu holiday le..haiz..
is juz like mii n dear was tgt during holiday..
den jiu break up..
now gg holiday again..
i really damn miss him lor..
anw not wrong 2day he bk out..
waitin him online..
but scare he won't online..
dear mii really hope u will b online..
frme 1st time i saw u..
i wanted 2 meet u!!
frm e moments i met u..
i wanted 2 noe u!!
frm e moments i knew u..
i was in love wif u!!
frm e moment i loved u..
i wanted 2 share
my life wif u!!
..n frm tat moment
2 this moment,
n 4 all
e moments 2 come,
i will love u
wif all my heart!!
*mummy de sitch(hope u like it)*my pinky rabbit(thanx mummy)*sitch n pinky rabbit so cute sia!!*mii & sitch
finally finsh bloggin my outin on fri n sat!!
now i gg blog abt HIM..
i noe abit borin la..
but this e only i can say out my words..
i really dunno wat more i can do..
this 2 nitez keep go 2 e place tat we use 2 go..
1st is golden miles play pool..
2nd is amk hub..
cuz is our 1st datin place..
so whenever i step 2 till the surely will think of tat time..
cuz tat place gif mii e most beautiful memories..
now my heart damn pain..
keep listen 2 songs tat can remind of u..
cuz i really scare somehow i will lose u..
u noe i really dun wanna lose u..
u noe u r e 1st dear tat treat mii so gd..
when i cold u kept mii warm..
when i hot u help mii fan 2 kept mii cold..
when i need some1 there 4 mii u will there..
when i lonely u pei mii msg..
u noe i use 2 have u in my life le..
so dear dear dun leave mii can!!
dun zhe mo mii le..
i really can't stand anymore..
i need u!!
pls come back hao ma??
亲爱的..我们重新再来好吗??
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finally back home!!
this 3days was tonnin outside wif mummy daddy n apple..
hahaz..havin fun wor!!
fri around 3+ i meet mummy n apple tgt go check in..
after tat we whole day stay at room..
watch tv n slpin..
den at nitez we jiu go out..
cuz is yong hao b'dae..
den we meet them at golden miles..
den they jiu go play pool..
den we galz jiu sit there chattin..
when e moment i step in2 there..
i started missin him miss e time we go there..
sittin down there facin pool table number 1..
really miss him but i try control my tears..
in e end we play till 5plus den go back..
e next day mii n apple jiu wake up at 10+..
cuz we meetin sr n my baobei daughter at vivo..
as we r gg sentosa..
but in e end due 2 rain we cancel..
in e end go toy r'us play a fool..
like crazy galz lor..
after tat we go vivo de open space there..
in e end all of us drench..
but after all have alotz fun..
den at nitez 7+..
mii apple mummy daddy go loyang there c dragon..
durino watch e perform..
i saw smth but i shall nt say..
den i start miss him again..
after e perform we jiu go watch kung fu panda..
den ah seng come fetch us..
den ciayun n zw jiu sit in front..
so we 4 jiu sit b'hind..
in e end i cry while i listen 2 songs..
den when we reach amk hub..
den we gg buy tickets..
i miss him once again..
cuz our 1st datin place is at there..
durin e show..
i was thinkin if he gt come n we still tgt..
den i can kao zai his jian ban le..
haiz really damn miss him..
den 2day once i reach home..
unpack my thing den faster go bath..
cuz meetin mummy go amk eat..
den when i meet mummy at her ah ma hse downstair..
i listen 2 songs n lookin at his pic..
n this time i drop my tears..
i really miss him..
today meet kor kor go eat lunch..
long time no eat lunch wif kor kor..
but it really fun today..
mii whole day can say keep laughin non stop lor..
c korkor n apple all e way keep fight..
really miss those days eat wif korkor lor..
anw juz now go c who online..
den saw his nick change..
den i go read..
this is wat he put..
我会发着呆然后忘记你接着紧紧闭上眼想着那一天会有人代替让我不再想念你
when e moment i read..
i was wonder how come he put tat..
although tat wan is a lyrics frm jay zhou songs..
as he like his songs lotz..
but sure gt reason y he put tat de..
izzit he is tellin tat..
he wanna 4get mii??
wanna gif up mii??
izzit he dun havin feelin anymore??
haiz i really feel like cryin lor..
wanna tel u tat..
pls dun think tat 1 day ppl will replace u..
cuz no matter wat no 1 can replace u frm my heart..
as i say b4..
if u still have feelin 2ward mii..
juz admit it..
as u shall noe i still have feelin 4 u..
still waitin 4 u..
so pls dun close ur heart 2 e thing u dun wanna feel..*terry korkor de ice cream*apple de ice cream*mummy n mii de ice cream
finally do finish my portfolio le..
but next wk still gt presentation..
but i still haven finsh yet..sianx..
ppl holiday mii gg skool..
anw hope i won't get in2 e attachmaent..
2day end skool go vivo..
cuz mummy wanna buy thing..
den we look like tai tai lor..
buy so many thing..hahaz..
overall enjoy e day wif mummy..hahaz..
btw wanna say..
thanx 2 mummy..
thanx 4 buy so many thing gif mii..
love u lotz..muackz!!
hahahaz i think u only wan daddy de muckz la..
but no matter wat really thanx 4 ur gift!!
anw juz wanna let u guyz noe..
no matter wat my heart only love..
TEO KIAN HENG
juz only him..
so no 1 can replace him..
as wat ppl say..
old 1 r better den new wan!!
haiz..
still gt 85 days..
my b'dae comin le..
will my wish come true??
wat i really wan n wish 4 is veri simple..
tat's celebrate wif u guyz n him..
n oso patch back wif him!!
if really tat day we patch back..
i confirm happy till cry de..
cuz is e biggest b'dae present i ever had!!
sianx..
didn't go 4 mornin de lesson..
whole body damn pain sia..
no energy 2 walk lor..
but later still need go 4 aftrnoon lesson..
haiz sianx ar!!
still gt 184days 2 go..
hope i won't disappointed wif e answer..
hope my b'dae wish will come true!!
hope everything haven come 2 e end!!
mei dang wo gu dan de shi hou..
zhong hui xiang zhe ni..
duo me xi wang ni ne zai wo sheng bian..
wo men hui zai yi qi..
shi yi wei yuan fen..
shou yi wo xiang xin wo men hai shi you yuan de..
jia ru wo men shi xiang ai zhe dui fang..
jiu bu yao but xin shang suo..
ran bi chi zuo jin dui fang de xin..
*if we really have fate.
n if we really love each other..
pls dun close ur heart..
let each other walk into each other heart!!*
now my whole body damn suan lor..
anw i abit sad sia..
nearly fail my 2.4km run..
1st time no energy run..
cuz all my energy goes 2 e 5 item le lor..
haiz..i wanna re-test..
cuz i wanna take gold 4 my napfa but i dun think i can..
cuz next wk no more skool le..
yeah so happy no need c tat stupid teacher again..
hahahaz..
anw i can't wait 2 go out on sat lor..
although no more qi xiong mei le..
but hope qi xiong mei will tgt meet out soon!!
once again i miss him again..
n i drop my tears again..
my heart damn pain..
think u shall noe i still like u..
still wait 4 u..
u can close ur eyes 2 e things u dun wanna c!!
but pls dun close ur heart 2 e things u dun wanna feel!!
ytd meet mummy caiyun jiejie they all go eat..
so mii n apple meet them at amk hub..
actually wanna go amk there eat steamboat..
in e end full of ppl..
so we intend go boon keng eat..
e moment i reach there..
memories flash back once again..
after finish our dinner..
we walk 2 e bus stop..
while we walk 2 bus stop..
my mind keep thinkin abt him..haiz
den we take bus 147 home..
suddenly mummy ask mii..
y i so hate some1..
anw mummy ar..
u veri de cute lor..hahaz..
when did my mouth open say i hate him ar..
some more wat 4 i hate him..
hahahz..dun anyhow think lor..
anw when i reach home..
i dunno y i was cryin once again..
i really miss him really miss e past..
this mornin was talkin 2 some1 on phone..
den chat until i gg drop my tears again..
as wat i say i can like a person more den 4yrs..
y can't i wait 4 him lei..
no matter wat i still wait 4 him accept mii..
as this time i really had fall seriously in this realtionship le..
anw guyz thanx alotz..
i noe u guyz dun wan mii so sad..
tat y will say i will back wif him..
no matter wat i will wait 4 him till he accept mii once again!!