Jaslyn: September 2008

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

5 mths of heart pain

every mth de 30

at this tioming 7.39pm

will alwayz let mii recall..

how we break up..

how i dun wish 2 let u go..

during this 5mths..

i still can't get u out of my mind..

i noe i promise u tat..

nt 2 do silly thing..

but sometime in front of my frenz or frenz..

i have 2 control my tears..

n put a fake smile on my face..

whenever i miss u badly='(

u noe tat day u suddenly say break..

it really hurtz mii lotz..

till now i keep askin myself..

tat day afternoon when i in skool..

u msg mii n we msg till veri happy..

but at nitez..

u suddenly msg n say break..

when e moment i saw tat words..

my tears burst out..

keep askin myself..

wat i have done wrong??

y u wanna break wif mii??

gt 1 thing tat i keep thinkin is..

where is ur cj7 n hp pouch..

i brought 4 u??

u keep it or u throw it away??

*dear boii..

during this 5 mths..

i misses u badly..

i think u shall oso noe..

i still waitin u..

still have feelin 4 u..

i even msg u 4 patch back..

but u didn't gif mii any ans..

r u tryin avoid mii or wat??

i oso say out my feelin 4 u..

now i really wanna noe..

wat is ur feelin 4 mii??

dear dear..

gif mii a chance again hao mah??*

Monday, September 29, 2008

2day no go out..

cuz i abit tired..

slp till 12 plus gg 1 like tat den wake up..

den oso abit nt in rite mood..

anw ytd nitez i dream of him again..

y keep dreamin of him..

is a gd thing or a bad thing dreamin of him??

anw still left wif 30 more days..

his b'dae coming le..

i oso dunno wat 2 buy 4 him..

if buy le how pass him..

shall i ownself pass him or ask ppl pass it 4 mii??

anw i muz save money..

2 buy him thing no matter wat..

even ask mii dun eat n save money..

i oso willing..

为了他我什么都愿意!!

谁叫我喜欢上他呢!!

*dear boii..

ur b'dae coming soon le!!

no matter wat i will get u thing..

hope u will like it!!

waitin u back!!*

back 2 update=)

ytd b4 mummy go learn car..

we da bao food gif him..

of cuz i happy tat can c him again..

den i sit at e coffee shop there..

read my basic theory..

while waitin her learn finish..

when i sittin down there..

dunno y my mind keep thinkin abt him..

am i really crazy abt him..

after tat we take bus 2 many place..

when we taking train head towards bishan..

something nt rite..

my tears nearly drop..

but i still have control myself..

juz dunno y i can smile..

but heart really hurtz..

when i listen 2 all tat..

haiz suan le..

if he really can find e galz he really love..

i will bless him=)

anw ytd go kovan e temple..

den smth happen..

den we 3 galz at there..

c hua che all tat..

after tat we go eat..

den jiu went home..

reach home around 12..

*dear boii..

no 1 can replace u..

in my heart anymore..

so if u really find ur true love..

it will really hurtz mii..

it really broke my heart..

n of cuz i will cry till badly='(

but i will still bless u!!

but most of all..

of cuz i dun wan this 2 happen..

cuz i really hope u will gif mii chance again..*

Saturday, September 27, 2008

juz reach home nt long..

later maybe need go out again..

this morning 11plus like tat..

go blk 204 buy food gif him..

den take cab down 2 cdc..

wait mummy end work..

take cab down pass him food..

hahaz..ytd no chance c him..

but 2day pass him food saw him..

after tat we go have our lunch..

den meet och go sim lim..

cuz mummy gg buy camera charge..

after tat go golden miles change money..

den jiu go home..

anw my frenz..

u ask mii..

do i miss him..

hahaz of cuz i miss him badly la..

i think i crazy abt him 2!!

but no matter how badly..

i miss him or i love him..

will he noe??

if he noe will he gif mii chance again??

*dear boii..

this 2 days i really enjoy..

chattin n msg wif u..

u really brighten up my life..

even i slp oso dream abt u..

but i really scare..

scare will lose u..

scare all this is juz a fake hope..

我真的不想失去你!!

still gt few more mths..

u gg ORD le..

n shall b happy ba..

but do u noe..

i been waitin u 4 5 mths le..

this few mths of waitin u..

i keep prayin hope tat..

we will patch back n last long..

n nt a"BREAK" in our relationship..

dear dear..

i dunno u gt come my blog read anot..

but wat i wan u 2 noe is..

我说我会等你ORD完..

我就是会等你!!

虽然我每次说不管你..

有没有给我们的爱情机会..

我都会等你..

其实我是真的希望你ORD完..

能给我们的爱情多一次机会!!

teo kian heng张建兴

will u willing b..

my last n only dear dear n bf again??

gif our relationship once more chance??*

Friday, September 26, 2008

pass him thing

2day nv intend gg out..

cuz abit nt feelin well..

den afternoon tat time..

naughty msg mii..

ask mii can da bao food gif him mah..

cuz she workin till veri late..

so i say ok ay lor..

den around 5 like tat..

i go da bao food gif mii..

den take cab down 2 his camp pass him..

den during e journey..

i nearly gt car accident lor..

den b4 i reach..

i msg naughty ask her msg his frenz..

tat i reaching soon..

2 bad no chance c him..hahaz:P

den his frenz veri disturb sia..

when pass him thing..

he say:2 bad ah heng nt here..

i was blur y he say tat..

den he ask mii who is inside e cab..

den i say my frenz lor..

den i jiu take cab home le..

at nitez mii ailing n jonathan..

went mac 2 have our dinner..

anw kor thanx 4 ur treat ar..

hahahz:P

when i was eatin half way..

suddenly gt msg..

i thought is dalicia..

but i was surprise he msg mii..

tat moment i saw tat his msg..

dunno y my heartbeat jump so fast..

den was thinkin dun tel mii..

he askin 4 patch back..

hahaz but i noe is impossible de la..

i think much le..

but can say i already veri long..

nv msg wif him so happy lor..

cuz even jonathan n ailing oso disturb mii lor..

keep laughing when i msg=)

hahaz..

*dear boii..

i already veri long..

nv like 2day like tat..

msg wif u so happy=)

really like starting..

we were msg wif each other..

will we have e chance again??

2 msg wif each other juz like..

2day n last time like tat??

watever i do 4 u..

is priceless!!

n it worth it..

cuz i do so much..

is bec i love u..

so much tat i really can't let go<3

能买东西给心爱的人..

或帮心爱的人做一些事..

不是麻烦而是幸福!!*

Thursday, September 25, 2008

happy chat=)

juz now b4 online..

i was thinkin tat..

i veri long nv c him online n chat wif him le..

n think he oso won't b online at this time..

so when i online half way..

i saw him online..

i was surprise n happy 2 c him online..

as usual each time saw him online..

i will b e 1st say hi 2 him..

after he reply mii hi..

we jiu nth 2 talk le..

but juz now can say we chat quite long..

this is wat we chat..

mii:hi

him:hi

mii:u 2day no trainin meh

him:nowaday no trainin..

maybe next month

mii:oic

him:u so guai nv go out meh

mii:gt 2day go hospital juz come back only

him:4 wat

mii:take report

him:wat report?????????

mii:my cousin dunno wat IQ test report lor

him:icic

mii:hahahz u thought i go take my report ar

him:no la

jus ask onli

mii:oic..den u no go out wif frenz meh

him:no

lazy go out

plus no money liao

mii:oic den u stay at home nt sianx meh

him:ok la

watch tv lo

mii:haha ok

him:u go gentin wit them ar???????

mii:no

i cannot go lei

y??u gg wif them ar??

him:no

i in camp

haha

mii:hahahz

if u no in camp den u sure go wif them de la

him:maybe no also

no money how go

slp at lobby ar

mii:hahahz

ask ur didi pay 4 u

him:don wan la

mii:den gt money den return him lor

him:no money still go

like bu zi liang li

mii:wah dun need say till like tat la

actually i wanna go de

but my mummy dun allow mii go

him:y lei

scare no 1 look after u ar

mii:no

they say malaysia now veri乱

dun let mii go

him:icic ok

we chat till here stop..

den he reply mii again..

but actually is he sent wrong..

hahaz..den he jiu offline le..

i was thinkin is this fate or is juz a qiao he??

*dear boii..

我没想过今天..

我们会online chat这么久..

是缘分呢还是巧合呢??

我知道今天跟你online chat..

我很开心=)

不知道为什么..

每次跟你讲话..

我整个人很轻松..

没有压力或烦恼..

u noe sometime i keep wonderin..

do u ever come n view..

each n every blog i write abt u??

do u ever noe how much..

i wanna u back in my life??

dear..

i do so much..

is nt wan u 2 repay mii or wat..

i juz wan u noe how much..

i still love u wanna patch back wif u..

i still waitin u back..

2 stay at my side 4ever..

n nv leave mii alone!!

2 hold my hand tight n nv let it go!!*

few days nv update le..

so now back 2 blog..

monday go out wif..

naughty steven n och..

go golden mile there check genting thingy..

den dunno my mood abit down..

den memories flash back again..

i miss e times..

i miss him playing pool..

i miss him senting mii home..

i miss many many thing..

but all already is past le..

haiz='(

anw wanna say..
sry i can't go genting wif u guyz..
really sry..
i really wanna go de..
but haiz dun wanna say le..
anw u guyz muz enjoy playing ar=)

*dear i miss u

missin u is like a day without nitez

missin u juz dun feel rite

missin u bec ur my baby boii

missin u leaves mii no joy

missin u makes mii wanna cry

missin u everytime u say goodbye

missin u each n every hrs

missin u is a veri strong power

missin u this is all i do

missin missin e person tat's u*

Monday, September 22, 2008

ytd meet mummy at 6..

den take cab down 2 jurong there..

reach there around 7 plus..

den we 2 jiu go 'SHOPPING'

hahahz only we 2 noe wat shopping mean..

after tat went back 2 e place..

cuz gg watch them play big flag..

but 2 bad we miss it..

den we were at e blk there c them..

they play e jie ling gu damn nice sia..

den when they finish..

i was sittin at blk there..

my view where i was sittin..

was really directly saw HIM=)

after they went off..

mii n mummy jiu take cab home..

den we go nearby e interchange there eat..

n oso pei mummy waitin daddy..

cuz she gg his hse stay..

den while waitin..

we 2 was chatting abt last time at airport de thing..

after when daddy come..

we sit at coffee shop chat awhile..

den jiu went 2 mac there awhile..

den jiu go home..

reach home..

dunno y i totally can't get 2 slp..

maybe i 2day saw him..

den can't get 2 slp ba..hahahz=P

*我好想你哦!!

现在你的人应该在camp吧..

一转眼时间过得很快..

我等你也等了五个月多了..

还有多三个月多..

你就ord了..

你还记得我们分手的那天..

我们跟对方说过的那些话吗??

我真的期待你的答案..

期待跟你在一起..

我真的希望你的答案..

不会让我失望..

就算你让我失望..

我还是会等你的..

因为一切都值得的!!*

Sunday, September 21, 2008

我觉得我好傻哦!!

每次想他时..

都会想到我们在一起的那一个月..

有时想起那些事..

自己都会开心的笑出来..

可是笑着笑着..

不知不觉眼泪也滴了下来..

假如我们真的有缘分..

那就让我看到你一眼..

不管我们是否有缘分吗..

我都只爱你一个<3

我都会等着你!!

我知道爱情是不能勉强的..

现在我真的希望你过得开心..

能找到你要的幸福..

只要能看到你幸福..

在多的心痛,在多的眼泪..

一切都值得的..

*dear boii..

do u rmb when is e day..

we started msg each other??

do u rmb when our love story started??

do u rmb our first dating is when??

19/03

e day we started msg each other..

20/03(nitez)

e day we stared noe more abt each other..

when u having ur nitez duty..

we were msging wif each other so happy=)

21/03(2.30am)

e day our love story started=)

22/03

we tgt go eat steamboat wif py they all..

den go play pool till 3plus den go home..

it oso e 1st time u sent mii home=)

23/03

da bao some food down 2 cc gif u eat..

it oso e 1st time i hold ur hand..

how i hope i can hold ur hand tight n nv let go!!

26/03

our 1st dating..

went 2 amk hub watch movie(shuttle)..

it e beautiful memories 2 mii..

20/04

e day i alwayz won't 4get..

after chalet go ur hse..

n it oso e last time u sent mii home..

21/04

our 1 month..

n i brought u couple handphone pouch..

30/04(7.39pm)

e day u msg mii say break..

u noe my heart hurtz..

actually i dun wanna break..

juz dun dare tel u..

cuz i love u n i respect ur decision..*

*if we haven break..

2day is our 6 months been tgt le..*

210308 memories

juz reach home nt long..

cuz go celebrate och belated b'dae..

den go novena there eat steamboat..

after tat went 2 marina square there..

go watch movie..

so long no nitez life le lor..

hahahz..was reach damn fun wif them..

haiz..few more mins gg 2.30am le..

i really totally can't slp..

although i damn tired..

but lying on bed..

mind like reverse back 2..

21/03(2.30am)..

i really miss tat time..

tears oso slowly drop..

i keepin try nt 2 think much..

but no matter how still will think of him..

*at this moment tis timing..

i won't ever 4get..

when u having ur nitez duty..

we were msging wif each other so happy=)

n is where mii n u start our love story..

n i oso pei u msg till 3plus..

dear..we really can't go back like tat time le mah??*

*so cute sia*

*sitch-och catch de*

*kelvin steven aaron and his cake*

Saturday, September 20, 2008

juz now online den saw him online..

so i say hi 2 him..

so he reply hi..

suddenly seem like we become stranger..

like nth talk wif..

haiz..heart abit pain lor..

y every mth de 19 till 30..

i sure will drop tears n recall all those memories..

WHY??WHY??

i rmb so many thing..

but do he rmb all this??

do his heart still gt mii??

*dear boii..

i really surprise tat b4 u offline..

u will tel mii..

cuz each time u offline..

u nv ever tel mii..

do u noe juz now actually wanna ask u..

whether i have e chance but i juz dun dare 2 ask..

if there a chance 4 us..

pls gif mii sone hint hao mah??*

msg 2 dear

昨天我不知道为什么..

我看到他时..

我的心很酸很不舒服..

有点痛很想哭的感觉..

眼角已经有泪水了..

但我一直告诉自己..

眼泪不能滴下来..

也不知道为什么..

看到他心情不好..

我心很痛..

很想问他发生什么事..

却不敢问..haiz:'(

*dear boii..

during this few mths waiting u..

i keep scare tat will lose u..

scare we won't patch back..

boii i really wanna ask u..
will u gif mii chance again??
will we patch back again??*

Friday, September 19, 2008

*dear boii..

i misses u more n more le..

2day is e day where..

we stared msg wif each other..

i juz can't 4get all e thing abt u..

cuz i crazy 4 u le..

i wonder if u sometime recall back..

those memories when we r tgt??

2 mii i won't 4get..

cuz u r e only boii i love so deeply..

boii..i really do love u!!*

ytd end skool..

go mummy hse meet her..

den we jiu go amk hub..

cuz she gg messy buy smth..

b4 we go buy thing..

we go food court eat..

damn funny lor..

at 1st we sit outside de..

den we change 2 sit inside..

den when i go buy buy food come back..

ask her where my bag..

den she can even ask mii back where is my bag..

end up i fast go 2 e place..

where we at 1st sit de..

lucky my bag still there..

she really damn cute lor..

saw mii nv carry bag le..

den nv ask mii where my bag..

still ask mii help her buy food..

after tat we jiu take train down 2 bugis..

cuz she helpin her meimei buy pant..

den e weather was damn hot sia..

she still wearin e jacket..

OMG really can't stand her lor..

keep make mii laughing..hahaz..

den at nitez pei her go driving lesson..

but b4 she go driving..

we pass him food..

can say i keep laughing lor..

only mummy noe y mii keep laughing..

can say go out wif her can keep laughing non stop lor=)

Thursday, September 18, 2008

sianx lor..
actually 2day dun feel like gg skool de..
but bec of need touch up some of my work..
and burn into disc so i come..
anw 2day is OCH de b'dae..
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU=)

hope u enjoy this day wif ur love ones=)

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

no more stress!!

YEAH!!

finally finish presentation le..

n no more STRESS le..

but tomo still need go skool..

cuz need touch up some on my work..

den hand in..

after tomo i can relax le..

anw was surprise tat he come online talk 2 mii..

(e him i refer 2 is my another nt HIM)

we were chatting abt last time de thing..

den suddenly he tel mii..

九王爷comin' le..

n we noe each other oso 1 yr le..

n he still tel mii.

he won't 4get tat time..

we still msg wif each other..

surprise tat he still rmb abt mii n him de thing..

after tat he ask mii..

am i still waitin 4 e person tat i love..

den i say ya..

n ask him y he ask tat..

he keep say nth..

den say frm e day we break till now..

he keep miss mii..

juz nv say out cuz i gt person i love..

i really gt shock when he say this..

but all 2 late le..

cuz inside my heart i gt e person i love le..

n e person is teo kian heng<3

*我在想为什么online..

跟我讲这些的不是他..

假如换成是他讲的..

我因该会很高兴=)

然后感动到哭的..

我现在好想他..

我爱张建兴<3*

ytd 9 plus reach skool..

den 1 plus go home..

due 2 class alotz of ppl..

den computer veri lack..

meet mummy n och they all at blk 204 eat..

after tat go mummy hse do work..

den 6plus like tat..

meet och den go fetch daddy frm work..

den go amk hub cuz och gg buy thing..

buy finish thing..

och go have dinner wif his dad..

den mii mummy n daddy jiu go s11 eat..

after tat we jiu go cc..

den stay at there dunno how long..

after tat jiu go home..

*dear boii..

昨天我并没有想到你会跟我讲话..

你知道每当我看着你时..

我都总会看着你的眼睛..

很想问你..

你还对我有感觉吗??

可是我就是没有这个勇气问你..

算了吧..

能看到你或收到你的msg..

我已经很高兴了=)

不管怎么样我只希望你过得开心..

只要能看到你开心..

我也会跟着开心=)*

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

now damn tired..

feel like slpin..

sianx sia..

today mummy no come skool..

den actually meet siti come skool..

end up i alone come skool..

cuz she say 10++ den go skool..

i feel is veri late lor..

cuz i gg skool rish finish work..

cuz tomo need hand in le..

some more i alone do..

oso dunno how am i gg 2 finish..

i really need someone help mii lor..

haiz 4get it=)

*my dear boii..

i juz dunno y..

i misses u more n more le..

u noe each time whenever i misses u..
my heart will like damn nan shuo..

but whenever i saw u..

i really happy n really dun wish 2 say e word..

'GOODBYE' 2 u!!

really hope 2 hold u tight n nv let go!!

cuz each time i say e word 'GOODBYE'..

my heart hurtz n my tears drop..

u r e only dear boii..

i really dun wish 2 say gdbye

n wish 2 hold u tight n nv let go!!*

Monday, September 15, 2008

now i damn tired sia..

feel like slping lor..

but cannot slp cuz rushing project..

hope 2day can finish everything..

so i no need keep rushin..

anw my dear galz..

dun think much okay..

no matter wat i will b there 4 u!!

smile n cheer up=)

*my dear boii..

i noe tat u already disappear frm my life le..

n there won't b any more chance between us le..

but i really can't bear 2 say 'gdbye' 2 u..

cuz i admit i still love u so much..

tat i really i can't let go!!*

Sunday, September 14, 2008

我爱你<3

昨天虽然我玩得很开心..

但其实在我心里面..

我是真很想念他的..

只是我没表露出来而已..

昨晚我也睡不着..

躺在床上听着音乐..

可是满脑一直想着他..

想着想着不知道为什么..

我的眼泪慢慢的滴了下来='(

心也开始痛了..

难道你对我一点感觉都没有吗??

*at least 1% i oso happy=)*

今天一起床一张开眼..

脑海里第一个想念的人..

就是他!!

不知道为什么每当我想念他时..

我的眼泪又会慢慢的滴下来='(

*if now u r doing ur duty till next morning..

how i hope now i can pei u..

msg till u finish duty..

will ihave e chance 2 pei u msg again??*

*你知道每当我伤心或哭泣时..

我多么希望你能在我身边..

安慰我逗我开心..

我真的好怀念..

我们在一起的那段时间..

我想我是真的爱你爱得很深了..

我们从新再来过好吗??*

ytd go enroll driving wif apple..

den saw TR there wif her sis..

after enroll finish..

mii n apple jiu wait 4 mummy at coffee shop..

cuz she go 4 driving lesson..

after tat we take cab down 2 suntec..

cuz mummy n apple gg do phone..

den we jiu at there walk walk..

end we jiu play e $1 de machine den gt thing take de..

den we 3 galz at there..

damn paiseh sia..hahahaz..

keep hit shake e machine..hahahz..

after tat we jiu went home..

den i went home get change

went downstair play candles wif..

apple my didi n his frenz they all..

around 10 or 11 plus..

dalicia come down find us..

den we jiu at there chit chattin=)

chat till 12 like tat went home..

cuz dalicia next day have work..

can say ytd really have lotz of fun..

*oct 15 gg take basic theroy test (BTT)

i scare sia..

hope i can pass=)*

Friday, September 12, 2008

haiz..sianx ar..

really stress lor..

still gt thing haven finish..

monday need present le lor..

dunno can finish anot lor..

anw so happy..

gg learn driving..

but i still gt abit scare lor..

scare will fail..

anw juz wanna say galz..

i oso hope we can msg each other non stop..

but 2 bad..

we juz msg 1 msg tat all..

but 2 mii..

his 1 msg can really make mii keep smiling=)

anw this wk i oso quite happy le..

keep saw him..

although we didn't talk..

but can c him..

i really happy..

no matter wat..

i will jiayou de=)

cuz i alwayz waiting 4 him!!

*my love 4 u won't fade!!

不管这样我都会等着你..*

funny sia..

back 2 blog=)

ytd was damn bz wor..

rushin e project stress sia..

still so many things haven do..

some of it i oso dunno how do..

救命啊!!

who can help mii??

den end up stay at skool till 5..

after tat apple come my hse take thing..

den mii jiu go bath n get change..

cuz meet mummy at 7.15..

cuz gg amk buy thing..

den we jiu go blk530 there had our dinner..

veri funny lor..

we eat half way..

den we smell smth like ppl burnin jin yin zhi lor..

end up mii n mummy at there eat till so xin ku..

keep laugh non stop lor..

dunno e couple is eatin steamboat or jin yin zhi..

OMG..can't stand lor..

yeah!!gg 2 learn drivin..

but i scare lor..

*u noe day by day past..

i misses u more n more..

when u will giving mii chance again??

when u will back by my side again??*

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

好好痛哭一场='(

arrrrrr..

i now really heart pain lor..

keep cryin non stop..

now my heart seem like..

giving a knif stab through lor..

how????????

wat shall i do..

so u will gif mii chance again??

haizzzzzzz..

no mood 2 continue..

think now i only wan..

好好痛哭一场='(

now my heart damn pain..

this time it really break into pieces le..

i really dunno how..

i really feel like crying out loud..

我已经知道一些事情了..

为何我还默默的装什么都不懂..

你知道其实我的心是很痛的!!

为何我还是放不下呢??

你可以不要对我这样冷漠吗??

因为你这样对我..

我的心会很痛='(

你知道我还喜欢你吗??

你知道我还在等你吗??

我真的好想知道..

我在你的眼里是这样的女孩??

难道我们真的没有机会在一起了吗??

心真的好痛好痛='(

你知道这几天看到你我很高兴=)

你知道今天我收到你的msg我很高兴..

although is juz a msg but u noe it really make mii happy..

but u noe each time recieve ur msg..

although i happy but it oso hurtz in my heart..

cuz we nt longer like last time..

keep msg each other le..

我好希望能叫你一声DEAR..

能像以前这样一直跟你msg..

我放不下这段感情是因为..

在我的心里你是多么的重要!!

给我多一次机会好吗??

*u muz take care urself wor..

dun fall sick..

cuz if i noe u fall sick我会心痛的!!

想念是会呼吸的痛

它活在我身上所有角落

哼你爱的歌会痛

看你的信会痛

连沉默也痛*

ytd no time update my blog..

cuz once reach skool..

jiu start doing illustrator..

stress sia..

but at least do fnish part of e project le..

hope by this wk can finish..

but sure gt OT de..

sianx lor..tired..

now oso doing project..

so think followin day shall b nt free..

update my blog..

but no matter wat i will try my best update..

hahahahahz=)

Monday, September 8, 2008

haiz..

每当我想起他..

我的眼泪就会不停地往下流='(

前几天我一至想起他..

我好想大声的哭一场..

但我却没掉下一滴眼泪..

我也不知道为什么..

今天我一看到他..

我想控制我的眼泪..

但始终还是滴了下来='(

我的心好痛好痛..

我好想紧紧的抱住他..

永远都不放开..

*time won't let mii..

decide thoughts 2 myself..

i'd juz like 2 let u noe..

i wish i'd nv let u go*

juz reach skool nt long..

den once reach class..

jiu nearly gg fight wif stupid teacher..

arrrr..dun wanna say le..

sianx lor..

so less ppl come skool..

can't imagine class now only have 6 ppl..

anw this wk i muz work hard le lor..

left a few days more 2 do finish project..

STRESS arrrr..

ytd go pasa malan..

wif dalicia n apple..

den mii n dalicia go play e game..

hahahz funny sia..

after tat we go buy some food..

den go stone there sit n eat..

den at e same time we were chattin abt thing..

anw juz now online..

den caiyunjiejie jiu talk 2 mii..

say long time nv saw mii..

hahahaz..

but last sat i gt saw u lei..

anw congrat 2 CHENG SAN CC gt 2nd in TAKA=)

Sunday, September 7, 2008

时间过得很快..

一转眼我已经等他四个多月了..

虽然我每次对我自己说..

我会等着我喜欢的人..

但我每次不到一个多月..

我就会放弃了..

但这次我真的没想到..

我竟然等他已经四个多月了..

我不想忘记你..

就算可以..

我宁可记得所有伤心..

我真的舍不得你这样的离开我..

*我真的好像对你说..

我什么都不要..

我要的不是对不起这三个字..

而是我爱你<3

我也希望你能..

再次给我机会好吗??*

back 2 update my blog=)

few days no online so no update blog..

now damn tired..

finally finish clearing my room..

whole day was cleanin up my room..

n find out tat i have..

lotz of hello kitty things..

lotz of soft toys..

lotz of cards n letter..

my room really have no place 2 put my thing le..

hahahz=)

anw thursday no go skool..

bec of some person reason..

some more tat day oso disappointed..

friday oso didn't went skool..

due 2 some family thingy..

anw 2 siti..

sry 2 ps u tat 2 days alone go skool!!

ytd actually dun wanna go out de..

den sr msg mii..

ask mii out..

so meet her at bugis..

den while we shoppin..

guess who we saw..

was surprise 2 saw dalicia n her frenz..

den mii n sr jiu went kbox..

den at around 5 plus like tat..

we jiu meet py go taka..

anw ytd their perform was damn gd..

god..pls let them get 1st..

as they put so much effort..

*喜欢一个人只需要一分钟..

爱上一个人需要一个礼拜..

但是要忘掉一个你爱的人需要一辈子<3*

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

anw tomo is their competition le..
ALL E BEST 4 UR TAKA COMPETITION=)
UR SURE CAN MAKE IT DE=)

JIAYOU!!JIAYOU!!

anw i think everything have back 2 e way..

like last time..

although is really hurtz n i really can't bear..

but whenever think back e past..

where we having fun all this..

i happy=)

but thing have change..

but no matter how it change..

as long as c u everyday so happy=)

i already happy le=)

anw i dunno wat thing cause this 2 happen..

but i wanna say..

no matter how it change..

2 mii..

2 every single of my friendship..

once we start this friendship..

it will nv have a full stop or an ending!!

u alwayz my frenz tat i won't 4get=)

2 mii e most hurtful thing tat..

hurtz mii down deep in my heart is..

relationship & friendship:"(