so long nv update my blog le..
haiz now my mood really nt rite..
wat had happen 2 myself??
how come i will turn tilll like tat??
anw to all my frenz..
this few days..
sry tat i had let ur worry abt mii..
as 1st time i end relationship n didn't cry..
keep tellin ur i alrite..
but actually ur noe i nt..
but i juz can't cry..
only can ma mu my feelin..
as i dun wanna he take all e blame..
as it nt totally his fault..
during this 1wk..
i keep read throught his msg..
look at his pic again n again..
yet my heart hurtz..
but i still nv drop any tears..
i keep thought i have no more feelin le..
but actually all along..
i juz ma mu my feelin..
when ytd someone ask mii..
do i still love him??
i dunno how 2 reply..
till e moment i reach home..
n think abt e question..
finally i cry n i realise tat..
actually i still love him lotz!!
but i think now i say so much oso no use..
as now we r frenz..
no matter how much i love him..
i juz can't get his heart!!
n now i already dun dare..
step into any relationship anymore..
as my heart n my feelin had ma mu le..
as i had early say b4..
he will alwayz my last dear in my heart=)
最怕突然 听到你的消息
最怕此生 已经决心自己过 没有你
却又突然 听到你的消息
只剩眼泪 还骗不过自己
突然好想你 你会在哪里 过得快乐或委屈
突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆 突然模糊的眼睛
*erm..so long no msg u le..
anw how r u??
think shall b bz wif cny thing ba!!
anw juz wanna tel u..
dun worry abt mii..
n hope u can promise mii 1 thing..
dun ever take all e blame on urself okay!!
or else mii will feel guilty de..
anw rmb do take care of urself lor!!*
