it hurtz=(

haiz..
out of sudden..
i feel i'm lost..
i really sick n tired..
my mood was like damn shit..
i feel like throwin temper..
feel like cry out loud..
but i noe i have 2 control..
last sun wat u msg mii..
totally hurtz mii deeply..
although u say u juz jk wif mii..
but ur jk really hurtz mii..
i noe it veri clear tat..
it time i shall gif up let u go..
but can i really do it??
although i have abit feelin 4 some1..
n even thought can 4get u..
but end up i reject..
is bec i dun wanna hurtz anyone..
even i fall 4 some1..
i oso dun dare admit my feelin..
as i dun wanna get hurtz anymore..
i can secretly wait my love 6mths..
this time i wonder can i wait u..
more den 6mths or b4 tat i have gif up??
no matter wat it is..
i nv regret 2 noe u..
n my wishes 4 this yr will nv change..
still gt 13 days..
will u rmb my b'dae??