Friday, January 30, 2009
damn sianx lor..
2day slp till 12plus..
still seem tired sia..
anw i miss e time gg out wif zk they all..
cuz go out wif them..
they sure will make u smile whole day=)
but since e day zk go ns..
we like seldom meet out le lor..
gt oso we galz only..
some more go out without e guyz..
was like so sianx so boring..
anw i can't wait tomo de outing..
wif them again..
sure fun de..hahahz=)
Thursday, January 29, 2009
have a great time=)
i'm back..
damn tired sia..
1st time so tired lor..
but still have lotz of fun=)
ytd dalicia sr n jonathan..
come my hse bai nian..
den at nitez 12am..
meetin tr dalicia n jonathan..
at stone chat..
but dalicia say she hungry..
so we went 2 prata shop..
after tat we find place n chat..
n we frm 12am chat till 5++..
whole nitez we were chattin..
pri skool thing sec skool thing..
n of cuz nt 4gettin our cca band..
really lotz of memories flash back..
really miss those times..
n e most funny thing is..
when we were talkin abt..
pri skool tat time havin ace day..
dalicia n tr start 2 doing e ace day step..
n we were laughin like crazy sia..
but most of all we really havin a great time=)
anw say really de..
i nv expect tat..
we can been frenz n contact each other..
since pri till now..
i really treasure this friendship lotz..
love u guyz!!
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
back 2 blog=)
this wk i like veri bz..
cuz cny coming soon!!
anw juz now while i waitin bus..
i was listenin 2 songs..
n once again..
i cry again..haiz=(
我们分手已经15天了..
也说好做朋友..
但心理还是藏着些话..
想跟你说..
那就是..
虽然我的心已尽麻木..
但不代表我对你..
没感觉或是忘记你..
虽然我想尽办法忘记你..
但我还是办不到..
根不用说是放弃你..
因为我发现其实..
我还爱你<3
[我说这些话..
只是想把我的心里的话说出来..
没别的意识..
因为我知道我们是不可能的..
因为不管我们这样在一起..
我永远还是得不到你的心]
Thursday, January 15, 2009
i miss u badly!!
so long nv update my blog le..
haiz now my mood really nt rite..
wat had happen 2 myself??
how come i will turn tilll like tat??
anw to all my frenz..
this few days..
sry tat i had let ur worry abt mii..
as 1st time i end relationship n didn't cry..
keep tellin ur i alrite..
but actually ur noe i nt..
but i juz can't cry..
only can ma mu my feelin..
as i dun wanna he take all e blame..
as it nt totally his fault..
during this 1wk..
i keep read throught his msg..
look at his pic again n again..
yet my heart hurtz..
but i still nv drop any tears..
i keep thought i have no more feelin le..
but actually all along..
i juz ma mu my feelin..
when ytd someone ask mii..
do i still love him??
i dunno how 2 reply..
till e moment i reach home..
n think abt e question..
finally i cry n i realise tat..
actually i still love him lotz!!
but i think now i say so much oso no use..
as now we r frenz..
no matter how much i love him..
i juz can't get his heart!!
n now i already dun dare..
step into any relationship anymore..
as my heart n my feelin had ma mu le..
as i had early say b4..
he will alwayz my last dear in my heart=)
最怕突然 听到你的消息
最怕此生 已经决心自己过 没有你
却又突然 听到你的消息
只剩眼泪 还骗不过自己
突然好想你 你会在哪里 过得快乐或委屈
突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆 突然模糊的眼睛
*erm..so long no msg u le..
anw how r u??
think shall b bz wif cny thing ba!!
anw juz wanna tel u..
dun worry abt mii..
n hope u can promise mii 1 thing..
dun ever take all e blame on urself okay!!
or else mii will feel guilty de..
anw rmb do take care of urself lor!!*
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
ytd 2am den go home..
reach home oso can't slp..
dunno wat e hell..
my mind is thinkin..
den 2day go out..
i dunno y..
tears at my eye le..
but i still have 2 control 2 b strong..
anw since e day we back..
i knew this day will come..
so promise mii dun take all blame on u..
it nt ur fault..
btw during this 2mths 26days wif u..
thanx 4 so concern abt mii..
whenever i sick..
u alwayz is e best bf best dear..
i had in all my relationship..
n i will keep those memories..
in my heart=)
anw as wat u say..
since u nt my bf or my lover..
but u r alwayz my frenz=)
so if i gt thing..
sure 1st wan find u..
hahahz..
LASTLY..
HOPE U CAN FIND UR TRUE LOVE=)
TAKE CARE!!
*although i still love u lotz..
can't bear this relationship..
but i still have 2 try 2 let go..
as we agree 2 b frenz=)
but b4 i let go..
this is e last time i tel u this..
DEAR I LOVE YOU<3*
愛上一个人..........如此的甜蜜卻又讓人受傷害
放棄一个人..........如此的難過卻又讓人心碎
珍惜身旁的每一个人,不要等到失去了
才瞭解到遺憾.和後悔是如此的痛苦....
~※→因為愛你.所以放手還你自由←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以不再讓你困擾←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以寧願自己難過←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以我逼自己離開←※~
如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?
如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?
是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?
是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?
