when will b e day??

我回来咯!!
昨晚突然我想起他..
当然我也想到很多事..
说真的不管我怎样放弃..
偶尔还是会想起他..
可是我只能当做回忆..
说真的我很希望找到一个..
爱我疼我的人..
能紧紧的牵着他的手..
当我累的时候..
能靠在他的肩膀..
当我伤心或哭时..
能紧紧的抱着我..
安慰我帮我擦眼泪..
告诉我有他在一切都没事!!
可是我及时才能找到..
我的白马王子呢??

a fun day=)

昨天跟 buddies 出去..
我们约六点在mrt station..
因为我们去orchard=)
接着我们去买戏票..
因为说好去看戏..
本来是看coming soon..
可是那里没有..
所以我们看unborn..
接着我们到香港茶餐厅吃..
然后我们去arcade..
玩到十一点多..
我们就进去看戏..
其实说真的..
我很怕看鬼戏!!
所以我看那部戏时..
我被吓到很多次..
有一段其实我很怕..
可是我不知道..
我该怕还是该笑..
只有我跟dalicia懂..
哈哈!!
每次跟他们出去..
我都玩的很开心=D
好啦!!我就写到这了!!

i really crazy le!!

我回来了!!
这几天没空blog..
也很累哦!!
拜一早上ailing约我去吃早餐..
接着我们就在jon家楼下聊天..
然后ailing就到我家玩电脑..
拜二早上去拜我的阿公..
接着晚上要教人读书..
昨天就跟mummy去看人..
我差一点哭..
但是我忍着泪不让它掉..
你放心我会照顾我自己的..
刚才我跟dalicia出去..
我们去看衣服..
因为我们要开blogshop..
接着我们去了bugis..
拿zikang的生日礼物..
真的好美哦!!
希望他会喜欢=D
我觉得我真得疯了!!
假如我说暂时..
我不想在恋爱..
我想没有人会相信吧!!
因为连我的好朋友都不相信..
haiz..可是我是说真的..
也许你们看到我..
真正脆弱的样子..
才相信我说的是真的..
很多人觉得我外表..
看起来很凶很坚强..
但是其实上..
我的内心是很脆弱..
很需要人保护..
没你们想象中那么坚强!!
要找一个人真爱你的..
而会保护你的真的很难..
今天就到这!!
*a b'dae msg to zk**buddy..希望你会喜欢哦!!*

quiz 2

The Real You
1.You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm.
Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you.
You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them.
Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
2.You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life.
You are sincere,and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
3.You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person.
You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun.
Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature.
When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
4.Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible.
You can be somewhat childish,
and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult!
Perhaps you could start reading good books;
they might help you look at the world in a different light.
You do want to be taken seriously, right?
5.Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around,
but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people,
including your boyfriend, are thinking.
What's your personality love style?
You desire a love that will last forever.
You are quite serious about finding this type of love,
and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them.
You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight:
you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment.
If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone.
Your love has to be perfect.
Be careful though,
you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
What type of personality do you have?
Bright and Cheerful
You are always cheerful and charming.
You never get too serious with people when they're around,
but when you are alone,
you think carefully about what they have said.
That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber.
Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention.
Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars,
perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.

quiz 1

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet.
You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict.
Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people.
You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style.
This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like.
If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas.
You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart,
so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can.
The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence.
You are unpredictable,
with moods changing as quickly as an ocean.
You might occasionally be calm and still,
but never for long.
Love Test
1.When it comes to love, you take your time and do not fall in love easily.
2.You give 85% to your relationship and expect to receive 15% in return.
3.If there is a problem in your relationship,
you are able to confront it in an optimistic way and full of hope.
You want to work it out right away, all by yourself.
4.You don't expect or need to see your loved one very often,
seeing them just once in a while is okay.
5.You accept your loved one the way they are.
You don't expect him or her to change for you.
6.When you love someone, you don't tend to stay in love for a long time.

happy b'dae buddy=D

嘿!!嘿!!我回来咯!!
首先我想说的是..
今天是我一个buddy的生日..
所以我想在这里说..
BUDDY..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!
生日快乐!!
昨天有点不舒服..
突然间吐还有一点血..
吓到我哦!!
还好有看医生..
医生说我喉咙发炎..
咳的太厉害..
导致我喉咙的血管破..
所以吐的时候会有血..
幸好不严重..
这几天不能乱吃..
尤其是热的食物..
等下要跟dalicia出去..
所以今天就写到这里..
back 2 blog=D
今天的时间过的好慢哦!!
我在家好闷=(
我发现我越来越讨厌我自己..
越来越不懂我自己要的是什么..
我好想找dalicia..
把我心里的话说出来..
好好的哭一场=(
AHHHHHH!!
我是真的爱上了别人..
还是我为了隐藏着..
过去的感情..
而爱上别人呢??
为什么你们要对我那么好呢??
我没有你们说得那么好..
跟不值得你们等我!!
我真的不想在这样下去了..
我真的好累..
真的够了..
我只想找个爱我疼我的人..
能够一直靠在他肩膀..
难道有这么难吗??
yeah=D
明天跟dalicia出去..
时间还不知道..

sad..

只从分手后..
我应尽没有这样的哭了..
因为每当我想哭的时候..
我不是哭不出来..
就是哭一下子就没事了..
可是今天早上我一起床..
看到简讯..
想到昨晚跟他简讯的事..
我突然哭了出来=(
我还以为..
我哭完就没事..
但是我的眼泪..
一直不停的往下掉..
我真的好想他哦!!
其实我想说..
不要跟我说..
对不起让我一直等..
你因该知道..
我想要听的话不是这个..
我知道你很想说出..
我想要听的话..
当是你需要时间想..
因为我们都有一样的想法..
就是要last long relationship..
而你怕我们不会last long..
怕伤害我对我不公平..
所以不敢说出我想听的话..
if we really love each other..
n trust each other..
i believe we will last long de..
我不在意等..
要我等多久我都愿意..
只是我怕我越等会越失望..

scare=(

昨天跟她们去vivo city..
我我的心情本来是ok的..
可是为了一些事..
我不知道为什么那么气..
到了晚上我们去那天..
我们聊天的地方..
大概九点多..
我们就送al回家..
接着我和dalicia。。
就再al家附近的游乐场..
坐在那里聊天..
当然我们说了很多..
我甚至讲到哭了=‘(
好久没blog了=D
昨天约al和dalicia聊天..
我们聊到十点多..
就送al回家..
因为她今天有读书..
接着我和dalicia..
在al家附近聊天..
我们聊一些东西..
而我也跟她讲一些事..
可以说我和她之间..
因该都没有秘密吧!!
因为我有什么事..
我都会跟她讲..
所以她都懂我的事..
因为她是我最信任的人..
也是我一生最要好的朋友=D
嗨!!等下我跟dalicia因该很惨吧!!
我想只有dalicia懂..
为什么我会这样讲..
我在想我是真的..
找到我的真爱了吗??
因为我还在等你开口哦!!

sad day=(

我又回来了=D
时间过得好快..
今天buddy进兵了..
next outing will b on 28..
刚才我去看我能进poly吗??
有一点失望和伤心..
因为我进不去..
可是有人还比我跟伤心..
亲爱的公主..
我知道你现在的心情..
因该比我还要伤心..
现在有可能在哭吧='(
如果你想找个肩膀哭..
我可以借你我的..
可是看到你这样..
我有一点心痛哦!!
而我又不知道..
该这样安慰你..
我只能说虽然进不去..
可是不要太失望..
因为你还可以去读..
你喜欢的course啊!!
不管这样我永远都会支持你的=D
所以不要太伤心哦!!
嗨..每次看到朋友伤心..
我都会心痛..
尤其是看到最要好的朋友..
其实经过一些事..
有些人我再也信任不了..
我想能让我信任的..
只有那八个人吧!!

bad day=(

我回来blog了=D
昨晚一整夜我都没睡..
因为发生了一些事..
只有莫些人知道证件事..
也幸好有korkor陪我聊天..
要不让我真的不知道该这么办..
我一直逼自己睡..
告诉自己不要想太多..
可是我一但闭上眼..
脑海里就会出现..
嗨..不要讲了..
今天就到这里=D
*weijun*
*i like e color of e drink!!*
*dalicia和我*
*永远的好朋友!!*
*在洗手间!!*
*一辈子的好朋友!!*
*twist*
*dalicia和我*
*笑一个=D*
*她自恋的时候!!*
*好丑哦!!*
*大傻瓜*
*排的好美哦!!*
*dalicia在搞鬼!!*
*我和dalicia*
*八年的友情!!*
*zikang,我,dalicia和shirong*
*zikang,我和dalicia*
*有是我们!!*
*永远的好buddies!!*
*没有眼睛!!*
*好痛!!*
*我跟zk在搞鬼!!*
*七年的buddies!!*
*永远的buddies!!*
*blur!!*
*一辈子的buddies!!**let's pose!!*
*dalicia和我*
*还没准备好!!*
*跳下来了!!*
*被偷拍!!*
*123..跳!!*
*zikang和weijun*
*要好的buddies!!*
*我又在搞鬼!!**在clarke quay**我们是buddies!!*

a fun day=)

哈哈..我回来了!!
我好累哦!!
这几天都四点才睡..
都不够睡..
拜四晚上跟kor..
聊到四点多才睡..
拜五晚上看恶魔在身边..
看到四点才睡..
昨天跟buddies去..
marine square的cafe cartel吃..
然后我们去玩pool..
接着就去fullerton hotel..
然后我们就到新加坡河..
找地方坐着聊天..
我们聊到三点多..
到家已尽四点多..
所以现在会有一点累..
当然我们有拍很多照片=)
每次跟你们出去..
我都觉得好开心哦!!
*my dear galz..
不要失望..
因为一天没知道答案..
就代表还有机会进..
我也相信你能进的=D
加油哦!!*
从来每人知道我想要的是什么..
尤其是我爱的人..
昨天我说..
我不要你说对不起..
因为我要的不是对不起..
我以为你会问我..
我要的是什么??
但我看到你简讯时..
我很惊讶也很高兴..
告诉我该这么办??
你说你是认真的..
我相信你是认真的..
可是我却感觉不到..
你对我是认真..
因为我好不容易恢复..
我不想在受伤害..
尤其是我爱他而他却不爱我..
的那种伤害..
所以希望你能证明..
你是认真的..
也让我感觉到你的认真..
will upload pic soon=)

05.03.09

嘿..我回来了=D
今天很早就起床了..
所以现在有一点累..
因为约sr一起去amk kbox..
唱完歌我们就去amk hub走走..
然后我们就下J8..
因为我需要帮och拿电话..
拿好电话..
我们就去jurong走走..
然后就回家..
可是回家之前..
陪sr去找朋友..
接着就到blk420落下坐..
然后就约och在我家楼下..
因为要拿电话还他..
接着我就回家了..
不到一下子..
dalicia打来..
因为约好到楼下..
当然我们也有聊天..
聊到一半。。
突然发生一些事情..
我跟dalicia都吓到..
希望他没事!!
yeah!!
这个拜六跟buddies出去..
地点:serangoon mrt station
(cuz will b gg marine)
时间:5.30pm
*希望你们不会迟到哦!!*

sad

haiz..
有些事我不知道要这么讲..
只知道心开始觉得痛..
好难受好想哭哦!!
好久没有这种感觉了..
为什么突然间会有这种感觉呢??
好希望是我想太多了..
我想现在只有哭才能抛开..
我心里的难受吧=(

secret=D

我回来blog了!!
谢谢你帮我换blogskin..
谢咯!!
昨天都陪dalicia简讯..
有一点怪..
因为是第一次发华文的简讯..
对不起哦!!
一直改你的华文!!
晚上就跟她在落下聊天..
聊一些不能讲的秘密!!
yeah=D
明天跟sr出去!!
拜六会跟我的一群好友出去..
因为其中一个朋友要进兵了..
不管这么样我们都会约出门的..
所以不要伤心哦!!
讲真的我有一点惊讶..
这几晚我都睡不好..
都一直翻床到两三点才入睡..
连这几天..
我一直想发简讯给你..
我都不敢..
因为我不知道该发什么才好..
可是我却没有想到..
昨天你会发简讯给我..
问我为什么没有发简讯给你??
而我知道你生病时..
你知道我担心你吗..
希望你快一点好起来=)
连今天早上收到你的简讯..
我不知道为什么会觉得开心..
我知道你对我很好..
很关心我..
我伤心的时候..
你会安慰我逗我笑=)
但在我心里还是有一些恐惧..
怕再次受到伤害='(

outing at orchard=)

gg out wif zh hp n siti..
here r some photo we took=D
*shot 1*
(outside our campus)

*shot 2*
*took by siti(jiejie)* *shot 1*
*shot 2*
(let's pose)
*shot 3*
(smile=D)
*mii n hp*
(dunno siti standin at e side 4 wat)
*ugly pose i have..hahaz**took by siti*
(look like we havin' fight
but actually we r waitin her)
*wth is 老公 lookin at??*
*wth is she doing??*
*feedin' each others eat sushi*
*discuss smth*
*feedin' her eat sushi..sweet hor=D**zh(老公) n siti(jiejie)*
*blur*
*hwee peng*