miracle will happen!!

it's a new mth nw!!
time pass really fast..
nw already june le!!
anw hope june oso pass fast!!
since e day i noe my illness..
my emotion is more unstable!!
i promise i will go op..
but..i'm scare =S
baby laogong..i'm glad tat..
u will stay by my side..won't leave mii=')
but i still have e fear!!
nw i hope i won't spent my 21st in hospital=(
anw hope my b'dae wishes will come true!!
miracle will happen^.^
1st wish: i hope can spent my 21st wif baby & frenz!!
had a un4getable b'dae=D
2nd wish: ROM on 301110 & had our own family=D
3rd wish: spent rest of my life wif baby laogong!!
this wkend won't b meetin baby..
due 2 he workin=(
but it's okay only 4 this wk!!
anw this sat gg out wif gal..
i shall enjoy myself^.^
but sun i dunno how 2..
pass my time without baby=(
haiz confirm i miss him badly de='(
92days to my 21st b'dae~~
122days to baby laogong b'dae~~
182days to my BIG day~~
excited countin down!!