i need u so badly!!!!!

i really hope i can faster get a better job..
a better salary!!!
i really can't tahan e ppl down there..
anw tomo no need 2 work..
cuz gg hospital 4 e report!!
actually nw i already start have e fear le..
i knew i somehow i need operation..
but juz dunno y i'm scare..
i noe i will cried tomo..
but i really hope baby laogong..
will acc mii tomo!!
gt him around at least..
i have a shoulder 2 cried on..
n a person 2 hug!!!
56days more~~