missin' bb hubby='(

2day juz e 1st nitez slp alone..
i already nt use to it le!!!
slowly start 2 miss him le..
slowly i feel heartache & start feel like cryin out!!!!
can't imagine 4 nitez without him!!!
nw wondering is he slpin le mah??
i noe tat he without mii he can slp..
but did he really understand n noe tat..
baby laopo without him can't slp!!!
seriously this is first time..
so late le yet i nt feel tired..
nw tears keep falling non stop='(
really HATE 2 b alone..
i realise tat my world only hv baby..
without him around i will b alone!!!
宝贝我真的好想你='(
really cannot live without him!!!
really hope my wish can come true!!
i really wanna hv my own hse own family!!
alwayz imagine when i can hv own family..
if really gt hse le..
i will b happy but if plus gt own kid..
den i will b happier cuz i can hv my own family!!!
cook for husband n kid eat..
do hsework all this..
one tiring of working day go home..
c baby hubby & own kids will make mii feel happiness^_^
BUT when it come true??